Chapter Ten
Convincing
Yoongi POV
"Okay, so... what do you wanna know?"
"Why? Why me?"
"Why? Out of all the things you're asking, you're asking why you? You could be asking how Taehyung was able to find you, why I'm like this, and why do they want you to be a child, but you ask... why you in particular?"
"They could have had anyone... anyone but this broken bastard. But they chose me. Why?"
"Instead of asking why you, you should be asking why not you. Look at your past Jungkook, I bet you went through some pretty tough shit, abuse, long periods of abandonment, all types of neglect. So why not you? Why not give a person the childhood they deserve, to replace all that neglect with nothing but care and love? Why not let that person be you?"
"But hyung... how come... why am I so scared!?!?"
"We all were Jungkook,"
"What's your story?"
I chuckled softly," That's another story for another time Gguk, we'd be here all day,"
"I have time,"
"Yeah, you do, we do, but they aren't so good with being apart from family,"
"Okay so your Taehyung and the other guy want to cuddle you, I have nothing like that,"
"I call bullshit!!! Have you seen the way they look at you? How Namjoon and Seokjin just want to cuddle you all day, be by your side twenty four seven?"
"They'll get tired of me, they always do,"
"I thought the same thing about Taehyung and Hoseok,"
"Taehyung never gave up on me when were kids, what makes you think I'm going to suddenly trust Namjoon and Seokjin like do Taehyung?"
"I'm not saying you will, what I'm saying is, that if you give it a chance... you won't regret in, none of it at all Jungkook,"
"Hyung... I don't know if I can... after everything that's happened..."
"Stop right there, listen to me. I know them Jungkook. Once they're attached to something, they never want to let them go,"
"What makes you think they're attached to me?"
"The way they have stars in their eyes when they see you. You're their little euphoria,"
Jungkook frowned," All I've caused was trouble,"
"Jungkook, they want to take care of you... let them,"
"I CAN'T!!!"
"Why not?"
"Everyone, everyone I've ever let in after Taehyung... they've hurt me!!! I'm scared!!! I don't want to be hurt... because I'm afraid if I break one more time-
I won't be able to pull myself back together,"
