Detective Partners [K.N.J] (Revamping 7-13)

♡‧₊˚✧Chapter Nine

‧₊˚✧Detective Partners‧₊˚✧

"You think you're so funny, don't you?" I jokily say

"I'm not joking, Y/n"

And I knew that, but somewhere inside of me, hoped he would change his mind and play it off as if it's a joke. Unfortunately, that wasn't the case. Namjoon was and has always been a serious man who rarely ever jokes around. He'd rather live in the moment

"I know," I say looking back down and cup of coffee "I know." I say again, but this time in a really low tone with a crack in my voice and tears welling up

"I care for you, Y/n. I really do, but i hate to see you like this. Putting yourself at risk and avoiding all of your problems with only focusing on the case. You didn't even have time to process everything with Suran's death. You need time to yourself and you need to seek some professional help."

"You're full of shit Namjoon, you know that?"

"I know"

And with that, he just walked away. Leaving me alone, alone in my sad thoughts.

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Namjoon's P.O.V

"How did it go?" Sunmi says with a Worried expression on her face

"You already know the answer to that question, but it was for her own good so i don't regret my decision"

She gives me a forced smile and grabs my arm, "Let's go, my love"

Sunmi wasn't stupid. She knew something, but she didn't say a thing. At some point, I wanted to marry her. I would even go ring searching after work, but is she the one I really want to spend the rest of my life with?
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Your P.O.V

As soon as I got discharged from the hospital, I took Namjoon's advice and got help. I went to therapy every week. I was determined to get better so I attended therapy when I could and took some time off of work. Namjoon and I haven't spoken since that day. We can't avoid each other forever,right?

"So tell me, Y/n how do you think this has effected you in your daily life?" My therapist asks, leaning forward

I look down at my fingers, pick on the skin & watching as blood comes out of it. "I don't know, it hasn't got me yet"

"And why do you think that is?"

"I don't know, I guess I never had time to process it due to always being occupied with work & all"