high school sweethearts {stosuh}

sixteen (smut)

(sixteen? more like SEXteen.. i'll find the exit now lmao)

                                 *Hosuh*
  The main reason I want to have sex was because I needed to get my mind off of.. what happened. The blood, god the blood.. The pain, the horridness will burn in my mind forever. I sigh, and I look at Stephen. He looks at me, and flashes a smile. "Hey, kids? I'm going to the store real quick. I haven't gone grocery shopping in a while, so I need to go." My mom says, knocking on my bedroom door. Right when I hear her shuffle out of the front door, I move to where I was sitting on Stephen's lap, facing him. He looks surprised at first, then he just smirks. I'm shaking, and I think he notices. "Are you okay, Hos?" He asks. "I-I'm fine."

  He nods, then plants a kiss on my lips. I kiss back, and he pulls me closer. He flips us over to where he is on top, and he pushes me onto the bed. I smile at him, and he smirks. He french kisses me passionately, making me close my eyes. He puts his hand up my shirt and rubs my nipple relentlessly, making me let out small noises of pleasure. He breaks away from kissing me, and pulls my shirt off. He kisses down my neck, then goes down to my collar bone. He then goes down to the free nipple, and started sucking and licking it, making me moan. He did this for a few minutes, then moved down to my pants. 'Shit. Shit. Shit.' I say in my mind.

                             *Stephen*
  I move down to his pants, and start unbuckling them. Hosuh put his hands on his face, and I just snicker. I yank his pants down, and see dozens of cuts on his legs. I gasp, and feel tears swelling in my eyes. "W-What the fu-" I stammer, but get cut off. "I'm sorry." A muffled voice that belonged to Hosuh said. I pull him up, and hold him in my arms, and kiss him on the cheek. "I'm sorry, Hosuh. I'm sorry I was the reason you did this. I'll be a better boyfriend, I promise. I'm so sorry." I say loudly, tears gushing out of my eyes. "Fuck, I did it because of Jay, not you. I'm sorry, I thought you were gonna leave me for him, and I got sad, I'm sorry, I really am." He stammers. "P-Please don't do it again.. I went through it, and it's really h-hard to stop." I say, kissing his neck. He nods, and I could tell he was crying. I couldn't help but sob loudly. The thought of losing Hosuh made me wanna scream. I couldn't lose him. I just couldn't.

"Stephen, I-I'm sorry.. I love you, I didn't mean to hurt you. I just... I was hurting. I wanted to die and that's all I wanted." He says, causing me to sob louder. Why the fuck would he tell me that? My anxiety was so high, I felt like I couldn't breathe. I hug him tighter, and he hugs back just as tight. "I'm sorry, I'm ruining your shirt." I say, and he lets out a smile. "You're such a dork." He says. My anxiety starts to ease, and I had stopped sobbing. I was still crying, but not as bad. "I'm sorry, Hosuh. I just.. I don't want to lose you. If I lost you... I'd have to die too.." I say, and he looks me in the eyes. Those beautiful blue eyes make me smile so wide. "I promise I won't do it again." He says. I nod, and kiss him passionately. He kissed back, pulling me closer. "Stephen.. I still want to do it.." He says in between kisses. "Do what?" "I want you to do me still." He says, and looks at me lustfully. "Okay, but afterwards, we're talking about what you did."

I smirk, and continue to kiss him. He allows me to slide my tongue into his mouth, and I explore every inch. Hosuh pulls away, and pants. "Stephen, I'm ready." He says, so I pull him into my lap quickly, and he knew what I wanted him to do. He sat down to where my dick was inside, and he moved his hips up and down relentlessly. I let out low moans, causing him to go faster. He wants me to feel good too, how cute. He moans loudly, giving me satisfaction. "Let me take over." I demand, grabbing his hips. I move his hips up and down quickly, making him moan loudly. "Mmph! It feels so good." He moans. I smirk and let out a louder moan this time. I put one hand on his member, so he moves his hips faster. I move my hand up and down slowly, going faster every minute. "M-My god.." He moans loudly, causing me to smirk. "I think.. I'm gonna come..!" He says. Hosuh moves up and down quickly and sloppily, and I could tell he was close. "F-Fuck... A-AHHH!!" He moans, and comes all over my chest. A couple of seconds later, I came too. He pants, and I do too. He falls on top of my chest, and he kisses me. I end up falling asleep and he does too.

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AND I FUCKING OOP-