high school sweethearts {stosuh}

nineteen

Hey! Honey here ('∀｀) I know i said i was taking a break, but i think if i continue writing it will help me adjust to everything. writing is one of my coping mechanisms, and i realized that writing helps me forget about everything else. so, i'm back, even tho i wasn't even gone for that long eheh. also this story is almost finished! :v
*Stephen*
  Time has finally passed, and it's now a week before graduation. I think my nervousness outweighs the excitement though. Hosuh is really sad, he doesn't want to graduate. "I'm scared what will happen to us!" He says, but we've already planned on going to the same college. I get it though. He's really paranoid about a lot of things.

  We decide to go suit shopping. Hosuh insisted he would go with me to help me pick out a suit, and so I can help him pick out a suit. We told Hosuh's mom, so she gave us both cash to pay for the suits we decide on.

  Hosuh and I told his mom thank you, and said our goodbyes. "The suit store is pretty far, wanna drive?" He says, throwing me the keys. "Sure." I say, getting in the driver's seat. Hosuh slides into the passenger's seat, and smiles at me. "What?" I say, starting the car. "Nothing. You're just handsome." He says, giggling. I felt my cheeks getting warmer, but I ignored it. I turned on the radio and let the music play.

When we finally got to the suit shop, we were greeted by a man with grey hair, and a lot of facial hair. "Hi! How can I help you boys?" The man says politely. "Ah, yeah we're shopping for graduation suits." I say. The man nods, and leads us to a place with a bunch of suits. "So, you guys are graduating?" He asks, and we nod. "Ah. So are you guys brothers?" The guys asks. Hosuh chokes, and I laugh. "God, I hope not." I say jokingly. "Eheh.. So you guys aren't? Are you guys like.. Cousins? Best friends?" He asks, making me laugh even harder. "We're dating." Hosuh says, and the guy looks surprised. "Oh...OH!! My apologies!" He says, and I shake my head. "It's alright."

"So what are you two looking for exactly?" The man asks, and Hosuh's eyes light up with excitement. "Pastel colors!" He says, and I sigh. "I want all black, please." I say, and Hosuh giggles. "You guys are quite the opposites, how did you two even meet?" The man asks, and I look at Hosuh, then back at him. "Long story.." We say at the same time. He nods, and continues to look through suits.

"Alright, I think I've found something for both of you. You might enjoy it." He says, and Hosuh claps excitedly. "Hosuh, for you, I have this suit." He pulls out a pastel blue suit with a cool design on the dress shirt. "Wow! It was just what I was looking for.." Hosuh says, grabbing the suit and rushing to try it on. The man looks proud of himself.

After a few minutes of Hosuh grunting and stumbling in the dressing room, he walks out in a really good looking tux. I felt like my jaw was gonna touch the floor. "Holy shit, Hosuh.." I whisper. "Do you like it?" He asks nervously. "You look like a prince." I say, and he grins.

  Hosuh said he definitely wanted to get that suit, so he held onto it. It was now my turn to try on the suit the dude who works here picked out. I go to the dressing room Hosuh used, and started undressing. The suit was all black, even the dress shirt under the suit jacket was black. I loved it already. I start putting it on, and I look at myself in the mirror. It looked really nice on me.

  I walk out, and Hosuh looked at me like I was the most beautiful thing he's ever seen. "I-Wow!" He stutters, and I let out an extended laugh. "You're cute, you know that?" He says, and I smirk. "Nah. Anyways, how do you like it?" I say, extending my arms slightly and turning around in a circle. "That's the one. I love it on you. Makes your butt look nice too." He says, and I laugh at the last comment.

  When we were done, we payed for our suits and I drove us home. In the car, Hosuh looked really sad. "You okay, baby?" I say, trying to focus on the road and not the beautiful boy that was sitting next to me. "Yeah, I'm just nervous that's all." He says, sighing. I place my hand on his thigh, and squeeze gently. "We're gonna get through this together, 'kay?" I say, and flash him a smile. He turns as red as a tomato, and nods a little bit. Okay, that was fucking cute. "I really hope so. I don't want to grow up." He whines, dragging out the last part a little bit. "I know, but we'll be fine, okay?" I say calmly, and I could tell he wanted to cry. "I'm just scared that's all." He says, and I nod. I was scared too, I was just better at hiding it than he was.

  Once we got home, Hosuh's mom demanded us to show her the suits we bought. She liked them both! I hand Hosuh my suit so he can put them in his closet. I sit on our bed, and look at my phone. Hosuh puts the suits in the closet, and turns slowly to look at me. I look up with a confused expression on my face. Hosuh had tears streaming down his face, and I stood up quickly. "I'm sorry," he croaked, "can you hold me? please?" I walk closer to him, pull him into a hug that was so passionate it made me want to cry. He was sobbing at this point, and so I brought him to the bed and sat him in my lap, still hugging him. He placed his forehead on mine, still crying, and look into my eyes. I felt tears coming into my eyes after seeing this beautiful boy crying. He sighed, and kissed me, his eyes fluttering shut. He didn't stop crying, which made me confused. I kissed back with passion, hoping to maybe make him feel better.

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yeet.