Blinded by love part 2

Ch.6

5 Years Later
"He asked for you again Alexis." Aiden said to me. Damien is in jail and I haven't went to go see him he's been locked up. Actually me or our last daughter Kartier haven't went to see him he doesn't even know about her.
"I don't care Aiden I don't want to see him or speak to him." Aiden or mason or Dre takes the kids to see Damien because I definitely wasn't taking them to see him.
"Alexis he-"
"Aiden nothing can change my mind." Of course I would like to see him to see how he holding up but I can't I just can't.
"He deserves to know about Kartier that's not fair to him or her Alexis let her get to know her father." I sat down at my kitchen table I do feel guilty about never taking her to see him but he didn't even know I was pregnant and neither did I.
"He only has a couple more months Alexis you know he going to come here first because he going to want to see his kids." Everything Aiden was saying was true but I needed sometime to think.
" OK let me just think on it." I don't know why I kept our last daughter from him and the night after the club when we got home we got into a huge fight.
"I know what he did was fucked up and you know I hate when gets like that but he deserves to know about her. Trust me this hurt him the most missing out on his kids life but he had to face his consequences. Just think about it." I nodded my head Aiden left me in deep thought.

That night 5 years ago after the club when we got home all hell broke loose. As soon as I stepped in the house blows were being thrown at me. I'm so little compared to him so you know I was no match for him. He wasn't playing when he said I hope I be alive because I barely made it. I was in the hospital for a month and then the rest of my pregnancy I was on bed rest. Neither one of us knew I was pregnant but still he hit me and fought me like I was a nigga out on the street. I can't even remember how much things were broken or out of place on me. I had to get a c-section because I wasn't healed yet from the beating and couldn't push her out. Before I left the hospital I debated if I really wanted to tell the police what happened to me they kept questioning me. And since it wasn't my first time in there with similar bruises and broken bones they wasn't buying the story I told them. At that point I had to tell them I had to I thought he changed I did but I guess not. I know I had provoked him but he knew I had issues with my head and he still chose to beat me. I had three seizures when I was pregnant with Kartier. She came 2 1/2 months early with some complications but she okay now everything is fine with her now.

I couldn't go see him it felt like I had betrayed him by telling the cops he did that to me but I had gave him plenty of chances. I always went back to him and I always covered up for him but not this time I had to teach him a lesson. I think he thought I wasn't going to do it because at first I wasn't but the more pain I was in the more it made me mad so I told them. They picked him up and he had to do 5 years in jail. I haven't visited him once I haven't sent him a picture I haven't put money on his books or nothing. I needed to teach him a lesson but who knows if I want to stay around to see if he learned. I tried to get a divorce twice he didn't sign the papers. So for now we are still married but when he comes home he needs to sign them I don't think I want to be with him. He has hurt me way to many times and right now I haven't forgave him yet and quite frankly I hate him right now.

But Aiden is right he deserves to know his daughter and my daughter deserves to know her dad. So for now I have to put my pride aside and go see him with Kartier and I know he going to flip shit in there. One thing damien don't play is his kids and me hiding her from he is going to piss him off. I wasn't thinking I just figured he was in jail so me popping up with a baby he would automatically say I cheated on him and that the baby not his. But of course I didn't cheat on him and Kartier is his she looks exactly like him I mean spitting image of him. She look like him more than Kaden and Kamden. So it's no way he can deny her and if he does whenever he gets home we can take a DNA test. Aiden says he comes home in a few months so we'll see but I know this is going to be drama.