Blinded by love part 2

Ch.7

I was finally coming home today I didn't tell the kids or Alexis I wanted to surprise them. Christmas was in a couple of days and I wanted to surprise them then. I was so fucking happy when Alexis came to see me I truly thought she was never going to come. But when she did I was happy I know she trying to tell herself she doesn't love me. But I can't let her go I just can't. These last five years of me not seeing her or hearing her voice been torture. I need to get my shit together I need to be there for her and my kids.

I've been running around the last 2 days to get all the kids and Alexis gifts. I know they probably got everything but they deserve more especially Alexis. I was going to get her another car but she has 5 already and she only drives 2. I want to take her on vacation so she can have sometime without the kids so I did that for her. It's 7 a.m. I came to the house early so I could be there when the kids get up.

Christmas morning.
I just had went to sleep around 4 in the morning because I had to wrap all them damn gifts for the kids. I hear someone ringing the door bell I laid down pretending like I didn't hear it. After like 2 minutes they wouldn't leave they kept ringing it. I looked at my phone no one texted or called me so who the hell can it be. I threw the covers off me and marched downstairs I was so mad at whoever it was that woke me up. I looked through the peep hole and someone had they finger over it there is only one person who does that. Damien! But he didn't tell me he was coming home. I opened the door and it definitely was him. I was so happy he was home but I wasn't going to let him know that.

"Damien why the hell you ringing the door bell like you don't have a key." My hair was a mess I washed it last night and left it curly. I was rubbing my eyes I was so tired.
"I didn't want to scare you so I rung the door bell plus I wanted to surprise the kids." I move over to the side so he could come in.
"The kids are sleeping the went to bed really late they were trying to pull an all-nighter. Why didn't you tell me you was coming home?" He was staring at me I look down and realized I was in my panties and a tank top.
"That's how you come answer the door for people?" He act like he never seen me in panties before I rolled my eyes at him.
"I was sleeping I just realized that I only had panties on. Now why didn't you tell me you was coming home?" We was now walking up stairs so I could put some shorts on.
"I wanted to surprise you and the kids." After I put my shorts on I went to go brush my teeth and wash my face.
"They are going to be so happy to see you when they get up." That will probably be the best gift they received. I know I shouldn't feel guilty about putting him in jail but I do because our kids really missed their father.
"Come here." He was sitting on the chair in our bedroom.
"For what Damien?" I sat on the bed away from him I looked away I couldn't look at him his stare was to intense he was watching my every move.
"Alexis come here man I want a hug." I rolled my eyes I always try to not fall for him but it never works he always get me back. I got up and walked towards him he stood up and met me half way. His large arms just wrapped around me I melted in them he held me so tight. I was enjoying every minute of it I missed him so much.
"I love you Alexis I know you tired of hearing sorry and that I'm going to change but I am and I mean it. I know I asked for every chance there is but please give me one more. I swear on my kids I will never do anything to hurt you again please believe me." I was quiet I just stayed hugging him I heard every word he said but for now I just can't.
"I love you Damien I do with everything in me but I can't not right now just give me sometime I just need to think about it." I thought he was going to get mad but no he didn't he just held me tighter.
"Take all the time you need I'll be ready whenever you are." He kissed my forehead and picked me up I wrapped my legs around him and held him. He walked over to the bed and laid me down on it. He removed his shirt I watched his every move I couldn't take my eyes off him.
The whole five years he was locked up I haven't been with anyone because I knew I was going to get back with Damien.
"Can I?" He asked while taking my shirt off my breast spilled out. The cool air made my nipples arise. I nodded my head at him. He kissed me so nice and passionate before licking down my neck while leaving hickies on neck and my breast. He sucked on each nipple giving them so much attention. I don't even know when he took his pants off but he was left in his boxers. I wanted him to just take care of my body I needed him too.
"Please Damien I want to feel you." I said in his ear he took my shorts and panties of leaving me naked. He stood up and took his boxers off and laid in between my legs.
"You sure you want to do this Alexis?" I nodded my head I was definitely sure it was no doubt we was definitely going to get back together just not right now but that doesn't mean we can't have sex.
"Yes Damien just make love to me I'm begging you." After those words left my mouth it was on it was like we both was craving each other we both needed this.
"Uhhh Damien!" I moaned out I put my arm back so he can ease up he pinned it behind my back.
"Take this dick" he grabbed some of my hair and arched my arch deeper I buried my face into the pillow I didn't want to wake up the kids even though I'm surprised they not up yet as loud as I been. Now my back was to his chest his hand was wrapped around my neck while he played with my pussy. We went on for about a hour or more.
"Shit Damien I'm not on birth control." I was laying on him. He came in me about 3 times. I'm so mad at myself for forgetting.
"Damn Alexis it's to late now."
"You wouldn't have pulled out anyway." I rolled my eyes because whether I told him or not he wouldn't have pulled out.
"Nope."
"I already knew that let's go shower before the kids wake up."
*****
"Why would you push your sister Kaylani?" I was doing the girls hair. The kids don't know Damien home yet he went to go pick up their gifts the boys were already done and dressed. They were in the game room playing that stupid ps4.
"Because mom she was getting on my nerves." I had totally had it with Kaylani her attitude is ridiculous.
"I don't care she is 5 your 8 you don't push your little sister you could have hurt her." I was almost done with her hair.
"Okay whatever mom shut up I don't feel like your talking today." I was in shock.
"What did you just say to your mother?" We all jumped I didn't hear Damien come in.
"Daddy!" All the girls screamed running towards him. He picked up Kartier while Kaylani and Kalina hugged him. After they all hugged him he let Kartier down she ran over to me to get her hair done.
"Kaylani come here." Damien said sternly to her her eyes were already watery because she knew she about to get in trouble.
"Alexis what happened?" I was parting Kartier hair she was getting two ponytails.
"She pushed Kartier for no reason and every time I say something to her she says something disrespectful."
"Why you push your sister?" Damien asked her she shrugged her shoulders.
"Does your mouth work?" He asked Kaylani.
"Yes daddy."
"So when I speak to you you answer. You talking back to your mother?"
"Sorry mommy." She had tears coming down her little face I felt bad.
"If I ever hear you talk back to your mother again we are going to have an issue. Do you understand?"
"Yes daddy."
"Now wipe your face and go apologize to your mom."
"I'm sorry mommy I love you."
"It's okay I love you too." She gave me a hug. By now I was done with the girls hair.
"Where the boys at Babygirl?"
"In the game room they opened they other gifts already we was just waiting on yours and dinner almost ready."
"You look beautiful." I smiled I love when he compliments me.
"Thank you Damien." We went downstairs so the kids can open their present from Damien while I finish up dinner.
*****
I walked into the kitchen and Alexis was bent over checking something in the oven. I went right behind her and pressed up against her.
"Damien." She whined. She closed the oven and turned around to me.
"Why you playing?" I shrugged my shoulders while walking to the fridge to grab a bottle of water.
"Can you bring me a water please." I brought one over to her.
"You okay? Did you take your medicine today?"
"Yeah I took it already I feel fine today." I sat her on the counter and stood in between her legs.
"Then what's bothering you Alexis and don't lie I could tell something bothering you."
"Nothing I'm fine." She was playing with my chain that I just got. It says Alexis on it I got one for her for Christmas that says my name.
"Can I have this?" She pointed to the necklace she was trying to avoid my question so bad.
"No I got you your own on but your not getting it until you tell me what's wrong." She rolled her eyes I guess she thought I was going to let it go.
"Okay my dad is coming for dinner today and I really don't want y'all arguing and fighting while the kids are here."
"I'm chilling as long as he don't say nothing to me I'll be fine."
"That's the thing he definitely going to say something. And plus he don't want us back together."
"Do you want us back together?"
"Yes I love you no matter what I love you for some reason I can't let you go either. I want us to be together but I'm also scared. I don't want you and my father beefing."
"Alexis you know how I feel about you if I cared about what anyone said I would have never went after you. Me and King will get over it we both stubborn but we will eventually come around."
"Okay I guess hopefully we have a good dinner. Can I have my chain now." I pulled the box out my back pocket and opened it
"Damien this says your name."
"I know that babygirl I got it for you so everyone knows you belong to me and everyone knows I belong to you." I put the necklace around her neck.
"Everyone but Marie when are you going to handle her." She rolled her eyes. I knew this conversation was going to come up. But I needed Marie to do shit for me because I don't like putting Alexis in harms way and with my business that can happen I don't care if Marie gets hurt.
"Soon babygirl don't worry about her. Don't worry about any other hoe because you have all my attention. I love you." I kissed her lips.
"I love you too but whatever you need her for hurry up I want you completely done with her."
"Okay babygirl it's done." I put her down from the counter while I go check on our bad ass kids.