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Back at it again with feelings I couldnt say out loud. It's the first round of finals for the half of the school year is over. Hope you enjoy it. See you guys next time.
(Btw don't be scared to message me if you got some ideas if you want me to keep on doing \this/ more frequently) (or just want to talk to me in general)
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Yeah, I don't care
I dont care that I leave my room a mess.
I dont care that I act like a lazy piece of shit.
I dont care that i spend almost all the money everytime give me some.
I dont care that I dress in some baggy clothes and being tacky.
I dont care I complain about all the things I still did as a kid.
I dont care
YEAH
I REALLY DONT FUCKING CARE HUH
I DONT CARE THAT I LEAVE MY ROOM A MESS BECAUSE IK IM COMING BACK HOME TO FIX IT AND REPEAT THAT PATTERN.
I DONT CARE THAT IM LAZY BECAUSE IK IM NOT GOING ANYWHERE ANYTIME SOON AND THAT THIS IS MY HOME.
I DONT CARE THAT I SPEND ALL MY MONEY ON SOMETHING CAUSE IK YOU GOT MONEY FOR ME NEXT WEEK TO MAKE SURE IM EATING AND GETTING SNACKS FOR AFTER SCHOOL OR ANYTHING.
I DONT CARE THAT I DRESS BAGGY CAUSE IN MY CLOSET IS SOMETHING I CAN WEAR FOR TMR THAT IS NICE AND WELL DRESSED CLOTHES.
I DONT CARE THAT I COMPLAIN ABOUT THINGS I DID BECAUSE YOU KNOW ACTUALLY WHAT I WANT.
BECAUSE YOUR MY FAMILY
yeah, I honestly dont care
i don't care that i go to school everyday
i dont care that i have to study
i dont care about my future
i dont care that i....
Yeah
I
Dont
Care
I DONT CARE THAT I GO TO SCHOOL CAUSE I WANT TO GET AN EDUCATION AND ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING WITH MY GODDAMN LIFE.
I DONT CARE ABOUT STUDYING BECAUSE ITS NOT LIKE I CAN PASS THE TEST GET THOSE GRADES AND PASS.
I DON'T CARE THAT I WANT A FUCKING FUTURE.
IIIIIIIII DOOONNNNTTTT CCCAAAAAARRRRREEEEE
I care
I wholeheartedly do
Everything I do is for you
And most importantly
ME
I may not get the best grades but I'm working really hard
I'm mentally trying to stable myself
I'm just trying to live
Why else would I do all this stuff
Why would I leave my room messy, if I was gonna leave once I turn 16 and get a job.
Why would I still go to school if I didnt care about my education in general.
Why would I ask for money.
Why would I a flying shit about all the extra stuff I do at school if I was gonna leave all behind and never do it again.
Why would I be in Crimestoppers if I didnt do for a purpose and a work for community hours for a gud and decent college.
So why do you keep saying "I dont care" when my actions say otherwise
Maybe this is why I don't tell you anything about my life
What I've done, seen, and did
Cause no matter what I do, I can never or how hard I try when you're not looking.
You dont care, and I dont care
Because
Yeah I dont care.
YOU ARE READING
The Poems of my Life
PoetryOpen your mind up to me and my problems. I decided to do this cause I've been doing this and writing of all the things that destroy me and yet I throw it away or no one sees it. I just want someone to see what I cannot onto someone's face. See the w...
