Overwhelmingly Painful

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Hey guys, I'm hella surprised to come back to this pile of emotions to see all these people who viewed it. Hope everyone is ok with this corona and no one is making stupid decisions like going out with friends and being outside. Everything else just go for it and love the decision you make cause love it and love you. We are making history. WE ARE MAKING HISTORY AND ITS INSANE. But now hear me and trying to find my way and love. Imma stop before I start ranting about everything and just write...
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What the fuck

Everything can do that huh...

Crumble beneath you so fast..

And there is nothing you can do about it......








Why do I keep going

It can't be my parents because they somehow always make how I feel even worse....

It can't be that I want to graduate because I've tried to give up multiple times and I would've...

WHAT DO I DO









Do I do myself or will someone help me

Would people help me...

Or those higher ups people talk about would help...

Is caring for yourself first so bad..



























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Sorry I didn't finish this one. Also forgot to note that I will never ever finish something that is not at that moment of intense emotion im feeling. Because no matter what, if its the same feeling, it can never be the same situation so it would've come out differently no matter what. So I'll publish even "unfinished" work even though it kind does have a meaning to it if it ends off like that.
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