Alans POV
I walked down the small path leading to the drive way from the front door before unlocking my car and getting in. I sat there for a moment taking in deep breaths
How could he just say sorry after I told him that, you just don’t say fucking sorry after someone confesses how they felt for you, he had no right.
Alan sat there with his hands on the steering wheel getting more and more mad the more he thought about what just happened, the more he imagined seeing Lauren and Austin together the more and more pissed off he got. He sat there grinding his teeth for a long moment over pure frustration he banged on the steering wheel trying to get his anger out before he went and saw Phil, he decided it was going to be as good as it gets. He started the car and backed out of the drive way just as a sliver car pulled in. Alan didn’t recognize the car at first till he saw the familiar face he grew to hate, Lauren. She waved at him happily and Alan just grunted and sped off down the road.
Fucking bitch, isn’t even that pretty anyways.
After a few moments of silently driving with all these thoughts still clouding his head he decided to turn on the radio and The Depths came on
“Fuckin’ perfect” he groaned and went to change it but couldn’t help but scream along with it getting even more pissed off.
“IVE BEEN PUT DOWN FOR WAY TOO LONG, YOULL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH. ALL THEY TOLD ME WAS JUST GIVE UP YOULL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH!” Alan sang and screamed his heart out like a crazy person, the song ended and the car got quiet for a moment as he pulled up to a stop light
“I swear if it wasn’t for music Id be a serial killer” he said to himself but the elderly lady in the car next to him heard him and gave him a scared look. Alan bit on his lip and decided it was time to roll up the windows.
After a little bit longer he arrived to the Manasala Manor, pulling into the familiar drive way before getting out and locking his car.
He walked to the front door and knocked a couple of times stepping back slightly as he waited for Phil to open the door.
“Hey man!” Phil said brightly pulling the ginger boy into the house and giving him a giant bear hug.
Alan smiled against his chest for a moment hugging him back
“Phil, ok I cant breathe” he mumbled into his chest
Phil laughed and let go of him
“Sorry, ginger princess” He said in a teasing tone
Alan just rolled his eyes letting out a small laugh
“Wheres Tino at?” he asked curiously looking around the house and not seeing anyone else
“Hes gonna meet us there” Phil said walking back into his room.
“Ahh ok” he said simply
After a few minutes Phil came back putting on his black jacket and grabbing his keys
“We can take my car”
“Alright sounds good” he said walking back out the door and into Phils car.
He put on his seatbelt relaxing into the seat as Phil began backing out and driving down the road
“So what all happened with you and Austin?” Phil asked curiously
