Saffron's therian Journal

Idek

The therian amino community can and in my opinion is toxic

So! I really just want to go and make a burrow. I don't know why. I just wanna go make a burrow, eat some fish, mainly salmon and curl up and sleep.

Ok, wat? A thing called a "Santa bus" just went past my house playing "Snow is falling all around me, children playing, having fun" so that was that. Weird but ok. It kept going up and down past my house playing music

I'm getting another cameo fox shift again. The same snout as before, with the teeth too.

I'm going to look for more tails now!

Well I tried and oh lord.

Well, it's Thursday, that means only today and half of tomorrow until the Christmas holidays. I swear my moods have been on and off this whole week. I can't see my boyfriend over the Christmas holidays at all so that sucks.

So, I walked into school this morning and I was walking with my boyfriend and someone came over to me (this same girl has been coming over to me all week) and went "Saffron my guy!" And gave me a fist pump. Then my boyfriend went "oh so I take it people actually like you now?" And I was like "what do you mean like me now?" He said because apparently everyone used to hate me but 🤷‍♂️ I dunno.

I've been hanging around with Rex and Blake this morning going to school as well so that was good. Also I've had the same cameo fox shifts again so who knows. Also again I'm not doing the lip sync battle. 🤷‍♂️ I never signed up so.

I'm so tired, I haven't really slept good this whole week. Night terrors and insomnia.

I'm sat with my Beta as we are in class. That's fun :) (no sarcasm) we hardly talk that much anymore but she is one of my best friends. We also got a photo so that's good :)

I was hanging with my deer kin friend Annabelle again last night. I only went and fell and slipped on the ice 😂. She thought it was the funniest thing ever! I have to agree it was quite funny x)

Only 5 more days until Christmas eve, I just realised that! Another random thing!

I seen my wolf dog therian friend in school yesterday! He was in mine and Anabelles pack (that doesn't exist anymore somehow?)

So you know how I am questioning being foxkin? I was on amino last night and I seen this! I relate to many of these

I need to search up types of foxes and where they live to see what fox suits what my shifts are like and what not. I'm gonna be researching silver foxes first but that's not all I'm going to research obviously. i obviously didn't crop the photo due to me writing this chapter in a hurry and i'm in school so that's fun 

I'm still going to wear my collar tomorrow. But not my tail though. The collar because it's a dress down day :)

also I remember in my old high school I wore my tail and someone tugged on it and went "AHHH! It's REAL?!" Like he actually thought it was real? Boy let me say I wish it was. My old art teacher thought I was wearing it because I wanted to be a teen werewolf. Or I watch the series "Teen wolf" Yeah that's not right but 🤷‍♂️

The amount of transphobes in my class is unreal. My teacher said my name and a boy in my class went "YoUr nOt SuPoSeD tO sAy SaFfRon!" Like excuse me. Yes she is, saffron is my name for gods sake.

Anyways. I'm gonna do some researching silver foxes now bye!

Not really anything more to say being honest.
See y'all later!