Saffron's therian Journal

Last week of school!! :D

I'm so excited!!! It's the last week of school! :D also it was Lukas birthday on Monday (my Tulpa Luka) he got a pack of cigarettes from his crush (and as mark says soon to be husband ;)) so that's good, It was good seeing them talk again as they took a small break from talking to each other. I'm not gonna say why though. 🔪Again, stop, I ain't marrying him🔪 mmm, exactly you almost said "I ain't marrying him yet" I seen that ;) anyways.

We just got finished up watching the outsiders in English! Literally it's the best movie. Also, the last week of school for the holidays is like the most chillest. I quite enjoy it.

I decided to restart this journal because my "Pegasus Otherkin" journal was just a mess and I need to fill this with therian related things. I want to go see my sibling (They then pronouns y'know) but I don't want to go through to where they are. One reason, I don't like walking in the dark and two I would rather be in the house myself. For peace and so I can get some studying done.

Also I'm going to wear my tail again. Some people in my family are against me wearing my tail and collar. (I mean I get why I really do) but eh it's me and who I am so 🤷‍♂️.

Story time about me wearing my tail.
One time I was wearing my tail out and some girl that used to go to to the same school as me took a picture of me wearing my tail and posted it on her social media and someone in my family banned me from wearing it outside saying they were trying to protect me. Like mhm not letting me express myself? Oh yes total safety. I mean I get it but like, why can't I? But yes they banned me from wearing my tail, but me wearing my collar is totally fine. Like wot? So that sucks.

But yes, my old pack members fur keeps haunting me (my old pack member was my Siberian husky) I was showering yesterday (Tmi I know) and I seen my dogs fur and shouted "Yes he's not here anymore! He isn't coming back just stop!" Something along the lines of that. So yeah that was fun. I miss my dog. Technically he's not my dog anymore but, he's someone else's. Still miss him and I hate hate hate the guy that has him.

Also, whenever someone whistles I always get a sensory shift. It's annoying because the whistling hurts my ears. And as I was writing this, someone had to whistle 🙄.

I also seen my boyfriend/ mate today, he ignored me so there's that. I don't think he actually seen me but Fun ae? He doesn't know I'm a therian and I don't plan on telling him anytime soon tbh.

I showed him the song that I wrote for our band called "Behind sly guitars" which is a screamo song. ^_^ anyways.

So it's just gone past lunch and I was with Peter (Name changed for privacy of course) and we were in the music room practicing for the lip sync battle on Friday! We were doing a variety of My chemical romance songs. I did welcome to the black parade on the piano and honestly I got so triggered because of the G note. I also got a really fuzzy cameo fox tail shift! Also some sort of weird k9 teeth shift too.

Yeah I'm not doing the lip sync battle anymore..