Catras pov:
I immediately woke up , tears and sweat rolled down my face . "Why did you leave me?" I whispered it was a question I've been asking for the past 8 months. That flashback was something new out of all of my nightmares I've had about adora fighting,screaming,arguments then that one dream where it was full of confused feelings. Its 1 am I should be asleep but I cant not after that nightmare . She just stook in my head.
I hate her.
I hate her.
I hate her.
I mother fucking hate her.
But i miss her.
I want that feeling of comfort and warmth again . Tears crawled down my face .Now I'm force captain I have my own room so I had my own privacy. I punched my pillows and scratched my bed in anger and upset . After 5 minutes of doing that I curled into a ball and hugged my knees . I felt so alone ... Anxiety crawled up into my chest and I found it hard to breathe I didn't know what too do ....
"I need fresh air . I can clear my mind"
I put my on my jacket . I couldn't be bothered to put something over my shorts and short sleeved top. I sneaked out off the horde and walked straight ahead finding the whispering woods. It brought shivers down my spine causing me to have the flash back where adora fell and found her stupid motherfucking sword. I punched the tree in anger. I should've never let her go it was all my fucking fault. All this time I tried to hide my emotions and act tough but it's just all been bubbled up for too long .
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Catradora-The Secrets
FanfictionCatra and Adora have suddenly been starting to have mix feelings for one another .Little do they know the secrets off their past and relationship will come out. Follow my insta - @ruby_.official._ , taking dms for ideas 🤍
