Catradora-The Secrets

Nightmares pt2

A/N: This is a long pt2 sorry to anyone who wanted this shorter but comment if you prefer longer chapters or shorter (:

Adoras pov:

I woke up panting,sweat dripping down my face and back.I kicked the silk blanket off of my bed. I got up and walked over to the sink ,splashed my face with cold water and breathed.
"I miss her" I whispered to myself.
Tears filled my eyes and I blinked as fast as I could to stop myself from crying .
"I need fresh air" I grabbed my coat and wrapped it around my vest. I snuck through the castle halls only to find myself outside the gates. I sighed heavily before leaving "it's just a walk" I said to myself.
20 minutes went by I walked through the whispering woods holding onto my arms. The wind wasnt so bad it was pretty warm. The sun was rising,everything was quite and no one was to be seen well so I thought.
"Hey adora"
I shivered hearing her say my name like that. I reached to grab my sword only to find it wasn't there.I didnt know what to say so I tried to play it cool.

I turned around to face her mismatched
eyes. They was so beautiful in the light...
Her eyes looked me up and down which made me insecure remembering I had only shorts covering my legs.

"Hey catra" i smirked hoping it would maybe make me seem less anxious and nervous.

Catras pov:

The sun was rising. I was walking for an hour I couldn't get her out off my head.
A branch snapped ahead off me and I heard someone shout "Owwww" I know that walep from the back off my head. I crepped behind her,smirked trying to act unbothered and said "Hey adora" she froze. I looked at her noticing she had shorts on showing every bit off muscle on her. I couldn't help but lick my lips.
"Hey catra"
Her voice . It was so smug she sounded so confident. My inner thighs felt weird. I shook off the thoughts I had and responded to the blonde .
"Where's your pals? Sparkles and princess boy"
She rolled her eyes and a slight grin grew on her face "why would I tell you" she raised an eyebrow looking me up and down.
"Aren't you cold in that?"
I wanted to punch her
"Arent you uncomfortable wearing shorts in front off me"
I laughed . "Why are you here catra?"

Adoras pov:

"Why are you here catra?"
Her eye contact broke . Was something happening to her in the horde? "If somethings happening in the horde you can tell me"
Immediately her eye contact was back . She stared for a good phew seconds without saying a word . It was so sharp . Like she was offended.
"Why would I tell you? You left me remember!"
My heart broke hearing those words and I think hers did having to say it.
"I never wanted to leave you catra!I told you to come and you refused . Why am I in the wrong for that when all I did was ask?!"

Catras pov:

i-i cant even believe she had the audacity to come at me like that. I had this lump in my throat like if I said another word I'd burst into tears. I wanted to punch her so hard she'd see fucking galaxies. I breathed and pulled myself together. "ALL YOU DID WAS ASK EXACTLY! YOU THREW EVERYTHING AWAY FOR TWO PEOPLE! WHY?!YOU PROMISED TO STAY"
Adoras pupils dilated. She reached her hand out as if she was going to say something but looked away.
"Was I not enough for you?" I whispered.
Immediately she snapped "You was always where enough for me! Leaving you was the hardest thing I have ever done and always will be."
Tears formed in adoras eyes.She was never good at hiding her emotions "Then why?" My voice broke I couldn't handle this. Not these stupid memories I kept having.None off it.

I jumped on top off her making her fall on her back.I kept punching her but she kept her guard up. Tears rolled down my face "WHY?!" "YOU LEFT ME HURT" "YOU BROKE ME" "I TOOK THE BLAME FOR YOU. AFTER YOU LEFT I HAD NO ONE EVERYONE WOULD START ON ME AND ARGUE WITH ME"
My claws protracted and I accidentally cut her face. I gasped whilst she covered her mouth to scream. "I-I-Im so sorry" she pulled my arms into her I thought she was going to hurt me but she hugged me. "Its okay" she whispered "I dont want to fight you today. i-i sorta uhm" she looked away "what?" I tried to form my words whilst my head was snuggled into her neck which made my words muffled but she still was able to hear me. " uhm well I had this dream about that night after truth or dare and it uhm made me mi-..." I couldn't believe it she had the same dream. "Made you what?" "Sorta uhm.... miss you" her voice got quite forming those two words. I didn't know what to say. Do I tell her how I feel or would that show me as week? "I miss you too...THAT DOESN'T MEAN I DONT HA-"
"Hate me? Yeh I know"

I rolled off of her to lay beside her . She was staring at the clouds. I never noticed how peaceful she looked. "Is your face okay?" She looked at me and had a faint smile "it hurts I guess but I've had worst scratches then this" she laughed . It took me a while to notice what she was on about then it shocked me " i- uhm" "it's okay dont say it"
It was silent for a minute "How come you seem so calm here I never see you like this"i squinted. "Cause when you see me where fighting." She laughed to herself . "No,its just... I dont know I feel like I have nothing to worry about here" She turned over too look at me "Neither do you"she whispered. My ears perked up feeling her hand caress my cheek pulling me closer.I went in for it.She melted into it so easily but I was so stiff scared off falling again for her.She grabbed my waist pulling me closer putting her thigh in between my inner thigh. It made me moan a little whilst kissing her. We stopped to breathe after 5 minutes off making out "Why cant you just relax"The blonde said looking into my eyes. "I-I dont know" I HAD too break eye contact "I have you, okay?" She said leaning back in. Those words was a first. It wasnt a promise or an command. It was more like reassurance. She lent back in.

Adoras pov:

I felt hands reach for my wrists when I opened my eyes she was on top off me.She smirked "Hey Adoraaa" I felt like I lost all off control. Her tail going up my thigh rubbing it made me let out a moan.I felt lips kiss my neck. It all was happening to fast I didnt know what too do. Was she playing with me or did she actually want this? I felt her hand go up my top making me flinch. It felt nice but then I remembered where in the middle off the woods. I sat up "We have to stop!" Her eyes widened "So the only chance we get to finish what we started off months ago you want to fucking stop?!"
"I- NO it's just we cant do this here"
I looked at her trying to read her face. She sighed "Just forget it adora.Forget this ever happened and forget I ever kissed you" she got off my lap but tears started to form again. "But you dont want me too forget the scars you leave on me?!" I could only see the back off her but she froze. I could tell me saying that hurt her even tho she was walking away.I didnt want this to finish and neither did she. "If you want meet me in my room tomorrow at 9:30pm" she carried on walking. I hoped she'd say somet but I was left there on the floor looking stupid.