🌙🌈🔥🥀Chapter_1 [[InProgress]]🎶⭐️🖤💜💜
🌙🔥🌟#HOPE_02; Insanitys_BelovedXO; My Life Inside The Dark🌟🖤🌙🥀
🌙🌈🔥🥀Chapter_1🎶⭐️🖤💜💜
TRIGGER WARNING!!! No pity sympathy or attention I'm not glorifying anything, this is all written by me , and my experiences, yes I've always been a girl lol
I just dress how I want to !!!
🌙🔥🌟Hey its izzy, My goal is to save help fix care and support and be there for all living and non living things, the universe, the worlds. And the galaxys ans everything. I wanna make my own hotline. Since i already help everyone and everything obsessivly. Ill do anything i can to makw a difference. Stay alice uall im always here.🥀🖤🦋
It's Izzy again , Hello, don't be afraid , insanity's coming to take u away , I'd stay up all night if it meant saving someone's life , I'd be the super hero in every movie , with a hint of insanity , or maybe all hints lol.
I've been to 215 mental hospitals, 3 foster homes (2 were abusive) group homes , homeless 13 times, many unlocked/locked , short and long term treatment centers, a level 14 residential treatment center in Utah (Copper Hills Youth Center) , no home from 2011-2018, crisis centers , boarding cares , rehabs and I'm part of the LBGTQ COMMUNITY!!! I'm Izzy (I've always been a girl) I'm a biromantic asexual, I hate sex. Don't date at all,I'm 21 , I have an unbiological son , Anthony Castillo-Martinez, who got taken away from me cuz of false accusations, stay strong yo
It's Izzy here once again
Hey if u wanna die tonight , let me convince you otherwise, ur worth it and people are to blind to see that
You shine so bright that the sun covers its eyes , trust me I know what it's like , over 10+ mental illnesses, and trauma occurring 24/7 from 2001-2018,
Bipolar isn't just mood swings , it's dangerous mania and physcotic breaks
Schizoaffective isn't just voices and visions , it's possessing and physcotic episodes, ur so out of reality , ur demons come inside u , they become alive , getting paranoid man , there after me , I made a whole world in my head x not knowing reality
Anorexia isn't just an eating disorder, it's calories and starving yourself and obsessively hating your body , no matter how skinny you get u still feel fat, feeding tubes and passing out and hospitals
OCD isn't just obsessing , it's fearing something bad will happen if u don't do what it tells u
ODD isn't just defiance , it's massive explosions that come out of nowhere
BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER isn't just anger , it's everything intensified and it's out of reality spells
ADHD isn't just not concentrating, it's not knowing who u are at times ,it's jumping off walls and uncontrollable hyper ness and uncontrollable behavior
PTSD isn't just trauma ,it's reminders of the trauma , it's nightmares and flashbacks and it effects ur daily life, trust me I have had trauma occurring 24/7 from 2001-2018 , no pity sympathy or attention , from torture abuse rape , drugged up , anything man I'm non functional
INSOMNIA I can't sleep for days , no matter how many meds I take , I still lie awake , I hate sleep but it is also an escape from reality, I stay up for days , but I'm not intoxicated , I can't sleep at all.
DEPRESSION oh man , I wanna die every day , I'm drowning In an ocean and I can't swim ,I feel worthless hopeless alone , like I have no reason , it comes at random times , I can't escape this state of mind , I'm trapped in my mind .
ANXIETY is something that u feel like ur crawling out of your skin , panic attacks so bad I got rushed to the hospital , I'm scared 24/7 , anxiety also catches u In ur sleep , u have restless dreams , you feel like u can't breathe , like everything's either slowing down or speeding up.
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🌙🔥🌟#HOPE_02; Insanitys_BelovedXO; My Life Inside The Dark🌟🖤🌙🥀
General Fiction🌟🖤🥀My name is Izzy Magdalinoz Martinez-Ackles, Im here, this is the 2nd book in my HOPE series.i will be working on both x Its izzy ;)Thank u for existing. Your doing the besr u can. Stay strong. Im here for u and here to help and be there in any...
