🌙🔥🌟#HOPE_02; Insanitys_BelovedXO; My Life Inside The Dark🌟🖤🌙🥀

🌈🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈Chapter_2 [[InProgress]]🦋🥀🌍🔥

🌈🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈Chapter_2 [[InProgress]]🦋🥀🌍🔥

🌈🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈Chapter_2🦋🌙🔥

🌟#HOPE_02; Insanitys_BelovedXO; My Life Inside The Dark🌟🖤🌙🥀🔥

⭐️🌙🖤🔥🌈🏳️‍🌈Thank U For Being Alive, For Breathing , For Being U, For Fighting On This Battlefield x I love u all, I'm always here cx Time To Fix Save Help Care Love Be There For Everyone && Everything Obsessively, cus that's all I do right x keep fighting, soldier x this is Izzy, Stay Alive cx 🏳️‍🌈🌈🔥🖤🌙⭐️ @ Corona, California

🌙⭐️No Pity, Sympathy or Attention x my body feels week like it is ready to collapse, it's getting weaker and it's like it's malfunctioning. I don't feel like I'm in my body , I haven't gone to sleep yet cuz of PTSD nightmares, idk wtf is going on, this happenes a lot but it's been months . I feel like I'm dying . I feel more dissociated than usual, thank y all 4 breathing , I don't kno my body is to tired to sleep x⭐️🌙

⭐️⭐️HUGE TRIGGER WARNING!! No pity no sympathy no attention please...

something I leaned at a young age is to not trust anyone cuz some of your friends aren't ur friends , I had become close with my abusive torturous father , I became used to his torture and abuse that I thought it was normal, I became best friends with a guy named Kenny Palmer , we became extremely close and we were friends for many years, one day he invited me over to his house , and he had his friends rape abuse and torture me , he put my phone number on a porn website , me and him were so close , I thought he was always gonna be there for me , he kept reassuring me that he would never hurt me and he would never leave , well I was a fool for believing him , after a couple of incedents , of torture, I left and I atttempted suicide , he found out and got a bunch of his friends to hurt me mentally and physically (again) this time much worse, and it was also on the internet, I kept getting calls and texts that I should have died cuz I was a failure and that I'm a physco , and every name in the book, people said they wished I succeeded at killing myself cuz I don't deserve to live , we met and he seemed so amazing caring , anything u could want in a friend , in a guy , one day he decided to meet me for coffee (before the incident) and we connected we laughed , he was one of my best friends, I considered him my brother , it all seemed to good to be true , it was , he carefully manipulated me whenever I shared stuff with him, and he got so close to me, but little did I know he was getting close to me so he could hurt me.

I had another friend , Jeffrey Pierce , me and him were to attached to each other , he helped me thru my shit and I did everything for him, we were allways there for eachother, one day he called me and he was crying cus he got "kicked out" little did I know that he was gonna manipulate me, I went over to his house , I was greeted with a gun to my head , and there was about 20 other people in the house , and he told them to torture rape and abuse me as they please, they took turns doing whatever they wanted to me, he was video taping it , they told me to take my clothes off, and they each raped me , this went on for days , I slept in the basement , Jeffrey came to see me and said "and you thought I was your friend , you thought I gave a shit about you" I started crying , I was heartbroken, I tried to tell him how I felt , but he didn't care about all the stuff we've been thru together , he untied me and took pictures of me while I was naked , and said if I told anyone he would put my pictures on the internet, I told my friend and he got arrested and I haven't seen him since .

Last story,
I was going through a lot and this girl approached me trying to help me, we were friends for multiple years, Tori and I became more than friends , we became family , and one day she decided to invite me to her BBQ , I went there and she had people torture me, I knew something was wrong , and I called her out on it , and I ran away and I was drugged .