Maybe A Little

I Never Told You/Now You Know

OMG ITS BEEN FOEVSSSSS. K WELL. yeah.

Elizabeth P.O.V.

I dont know why i said it.i guess all of my anger and hurt just came out in that one word.. Nothing... i slammed  a dish on the counter as i recalled the look on his face. Why was i such an idiot? Why? "argggghhhh." I grabbed my coat and walked out not bothering to say goodbye. they had all seen Niall. I didnt need to give them an explanation. Plus, it was already like 1 adn i had an interview in like 8 hours.

As i sat in my room and played my guitar igot a text from Simon.

From: Simon

Sent; 1:30

Hey! fun party right? remember to pick one of your songs for tomorrow! the boys said they'll be listening :)

I sighed. I didnt like any of the songs i had written.. none of them had the right emotion. I grabbed my pen and paper and got to work.

Niall's P.OV.

I woke up in a bar surrounded by unfamiliar people. What...? i pulled out my phone. 14 missed calls. whatever. I looked at the time... 9:00. Who comes to a bar at 9 am? these people had nothing better to do? Suddenly i remembered. "Hey, uh can you go to 105.3?" i asked the barista, gesturing to the radio. She nodded and turned it on. I had promised el that i would listen to her first radio interview. I promised.

Radio Interviewer: So whats it like, recording an album, meeting One Direction?

Elizabeth: *laughs nervously* Um, well, its deffinetly not a bad thing.

I smiled. i used to love her laugh.

Radio Interviewer: *laughs* Deffinetly not a bad thing.

Elzabeth: Yeah, I mean, theyre genuine guys. Theyre not divas. Their girlfriends are really sweet, too. And as far as recording an album... this is my dream. to know that i already have so many fans with just one single is amazing.

Radio Interviewer: Well, a lot of those fans are listening now because we have a Hit Finder exclusive! You have your guitar and youre ready for people to hear your new single.

Elizabeth: Yup! Im ready!

Radio Interviewer: Before we go, we want to know what this song is about. can you tell us?

Elizabeth: Um, well, its very sentimental. This song is really important to me. its about this guy that i dated. When we broke up, i was crushed. i said some stuff i didnt mean and I never really told him how much i love him. i dont know if hes listening, but if he is, i hope he knows this song is for him. this is kind of my only chance to tell him how much i really do care.

...does she mean me?

Radio Interviewer: Awww, im sure he'll be thrilled. here's Elizabeth Ross, live, with her never before heard single, Never Told You.

Elizabeth: I miss those blue eyes, how you kiss me at night, i miss the way we sleep // like theres no sunshine, like the taste of your smile, i miss the way we breathe // but i never told you what i should have said // no i never told you i just held it in // and now i miss everything about you // i cant believe it i still want you // after all the things we've been through // i miss everything about you, without you oh //

i turned off the radio. she missed me... she was sorry... she loved me. it all hit me at once. I called the barista over. "Gimmie the strongest stuff you got."

Elizabeth P.O.V.

No one had heard from Niall since the party. It was almost 9 pm. he had been missing for almost 24 hours. "Guys, calm down. All we need to do is find a rainbow, he'll be at the end of that." Louis joked, laughing nervously. Everyone glared at him. "Wrong timing?"

I sighed. he was missing and it was my fault. my mom always told me to finish what you started. I promised her i would. but this......  i couldnt finish this.... i heard the others talking in the kitchen, quietly, they thought i couldnt hear them. "Guys, she knows he left because of her. she feels terrible. couldnt you see her crying?" "Yeah, but Daniela," Liam responded, "Hes been gone  for almost a day. He could be lying in an alley, dead for all we know." "Liam! Dont say that!" "Im just saying that if...." his voice faded out. I had lost it after the thought of Niall, dead, in an alley. Well, mom, a promise is a promise. and with that i grabbed my phone and keys and left to find Niall.

As i drove i called him for the 9th time. Please pick up..... suddenly, all i could hear on the other end was loud music. His words were slurred. "Hey, El, bayyyyyyyybe." Niall said carring out the word 'babe'. "Niall! where are you? youve been missing forever and i-" "shhhhhhh." he spit into the phone. " dont worreh bout me el. im perfectionately fine." i sighed. "Perfectionately fine? Really Niall?" there was silence. "Niall?" a bit of scuffling. "Oh hey Elizzzzaaaabeth, how long have you been on the phone? You know, i miss you. i wrote a song for you." i frowned. "Niall thats lovely but where-" "AND I KNOW THAT IM DRUNK BUT ILL ZAYYYY  THEV WORDZZ AND EL WILL LIZTEN THS TYME EVEN THOUGH IT HURTS SO I DIALL HER NUMEBR AND CONFESS TO HER IM STILL IN LOVE BUT ALL I HEARD WAS 'NOTHING' SHE SAID NOTHING..."  he continued his song until the end, and i listened. he wrote the song about us.... oh god. i had to see him. "yeahhh." he finished his song. "Niall... where are you?" he paused. "um i dont reahhhlly know but theres a bunch of clovers on the ceiling... Leperchaun Heaven!" oh lord. he was at the Irish Tavern... that he had renamed Leperchaun Heaven... he was more drunk than i thought. and it was only 10:30. "Alright, well im gonna come pick you up, Ni." he laughed. "kay babe ill wait for y'all." it then sounded as if he had tried to eat his phone, and he hung up. Im spead up. i had to get ther before he started something.

I didnt even have to get to the tavern to find him. he was sitting on a street corner completely passed out. people were pointing and staring, not to mention laughing. i almost literally jumped out of the car. "Niall! Ni, respond! please!" i ran over to him  and shook him until he sputtered awake. "whaaa...... El love! they kicked me out of heaven. cant they see that im a leperchaun, too?" i smiled a bit at how drunk he was. "yes, Ni. im sure it was just a mistake. what do you say we go home?" he responded by puking right then and there, in the middile of the sidewalk. "nevermind, you dont have a choice." i said as i half caried him to the car and put him in the passenger seat. i wouldve put him in the back but he refused. when i sat down in the drivers seat, he threw his arms around me. " i knew you cared about me..... i knew you did." he slurred before falling asleep in my lap as i was driving. "i sure do Nialler... I sure do." when we got home i half carried him(again) up to the porch i opened the door and was greeted by eight pairs of shocked eyes. "Elizabeth! where have you been? you werent responding to any of our calls and texts. you just left without telling anyone whe.... is that niall?" liam said, all in one breath. "We'll be upstairs." i said simply as i dragged niall up the stairs. when i finally got him up stairs and into his bed, i sat on the edge and watched him. "Niall.. why didnt you believe me? why did you run away from everything?" his response, although drunk, was the most touching/heartfelt/guttwrenching things i have ever heard anyone say.

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awww so theyre back together... kinda. sorry for that cliffhanger but.. oops?

i do not own any of the lyrics in this chapter. Never Told you is by Colbie Callait. it is not my song, none of that is mine. Nothing is by Script, again,  i own no part of either of the songs.

sorry it took forever to update! been really busy! i hope you liked this chapter though :)