Maybe A Little

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SO. this chapter might be a bit depressing but im sorry. I had alot of awesome ideas, its just that theyre all sad. deal with it, okay? it will get happier next chapter, i promise.... kinda.

OH AND I CANT BELIVE FINCHEL KLAINE WEMMA AND BRITTANA ARE OVER. IT MADE ME CRY SO MUCH.

*MILD CUSSING IN THIS CHAPTER*

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Elizabeth P.O.V.

I didnt wait to see what the others had to say. I didnt want to hear it. I gave Niall one last look before running upstairs, slamming my door,and drowning in my tears. Seriously, it was worse than when Finchel broke up. i burried my face in my pillow.

"Crissy, let us in!" i heard Kayla from the other side of the door. crissy? what?

"My name isnt Crissy." I continued to cry into the pillow.

"Uh.... Beth!?" Catty guessed. i frowned. these girls....

"No."

"Georgina!" Kayla said, sounding quite sure of herself. I smiled slightly through the tears.

"It starts with an E." I gave them a hint hoping it might help.

"Uh.... Exodus?' Kayla said. Really? A book from the Bible? i remained silent.

Catty: ETHIOPIA. ELI. ELLIE. ELIJAH.

i sighed. they were trying...

Kayla: ITS EMMA.

Mental face palm...

"WAIT. I GOT IT." Catty practically screamed. "ITS SWAG MUFFIN." this girl was dead serious.

"Actually, its Elizabeth. But ill let you in 'cause you said swag muffin." I slowly got up, wrapped a blanket around me, and walked my puffy-eyed sniffeling self to the door. As soon as i unlocked it, the door burst open and in walked Catty and Kayla. Kayla looked concerned while Catty looked utterly confused. Before they said anything, tears started pouring out of my eyes again. "Sit your butt down and start talking." demanded Catty. I immediately sat down and as soon as i got started, i couldnt stop. I told them about seeing Josh at Starbucks, the pictures, the rumours and how Niall believed it. I told them about how he refused to believe me. How he looked so let-down..... so hopeless. Because of me...

Kayla hugged me. "It'll be okay. He'll come to his senses and realize that you wouldnt do that... He'll come around." No he wont. I thought to myslef as i wrapped my self in the pile of sheets that layed on my bed. Suddenly, a pebble hit my window. Then another. And another. I wiped my eyes and got up. Hasnt he casued enough damage? i walked away from the window. "Its josh." i then fell flat on my bed and screamed into my pillow. "You cant hide forever!" he called up.I can try.... suddenly, all of my sadness, all of my doubts and tears and wanting to watch the Titanic, all turned into anger. This was all Josh's fault. If he wouldnt have come here, if he wouldnt have found me, Niall and I would still be okay. I would be happy. I got up and threw my blankets on the ground and marched over to the window as Kayla and Catty watched.

"What the hell do you want?" I shouted. He looked a little shocked by my anger, but his smile quickly reappeared.

"I heard what happened. Niall was seen leaving here crying. So now i can have you all to myself right?" He called up. he is so conceded.

"You know what? I was happy. I was happy and you came and ruined it just like you always do. You had your chance, Josh. I loved you, I did. But you didnt. You cant stand the thought of me being happy without you. So you have to go and cut me down. I cant deal with you anymore!" I shouted. The look on his face said that no one (no girl for that matter) had ever told him anything like this. He was the heartbreaker, he never had  his heartbroken. "Im sick of you! Im sick of the way you run around thinking its cool to hurt people. Because its not. I know why you do that. Becasue your tired of being hurt and lied to. So im going to tell you the truth. You're never going to be half the person you think you are. Youre a selfish, stuck up, conceded, heartbreaking douche and i want you to leave. Now." The shock registered on his face. He knew it was true. he knew i never lied.