M.A.D.'s 𝑅𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑜𝑚 𝑇ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑠

"YOU"

       

        You  destroyed the world I have, where I build the most strong defense I've got,
       You made me feel something that sends confusion on my mind, but my heart understand,
          You change the path that I choose and brought me to the direction I always wanted to avoid,

     Letting you to have the control in me, makes me lose the power I have,
     I always believe that love at my age doesn't exist yet, 
But you replaced it to the belief that Love can be felt at any age,
     I don't believe in the sweet words you've said, so you proved it to me with your action,

    Giving you the access to occupy my world made me realize that you're already my universe,
     Allowing you to be light on my darkness and completing my emptiness feels surreal,
     But in just a moment the happiness you've brought was now the reason why I'm in pain and now being hopeless,

     Making me regret the whole the decision I've done because you left me without a word, instead you did the action by leaving me behind, where I can't fix my broken soul,

     My mind screams how much I hate you for what you did,
Despite of the whisper coming from my heart that still says I love you,

     Being with you made me experienced so much happiness I've longing for
that also cause me the greatest pain,

    And now I fell while you let go of my hand bringing me to my own downfall, it is all Because of You....

Hope you like it.......
This piece was made when I've been rejected by the first man who I fell for causing me to experience the pain and by through deep words I express my feelings...
I'm still not that skilled in writing but Hope you will still like this piece and you can suggest if there is a need for a revise.
I wrote this freely where I don't follow the process of writing so I wish you can understand if they are some mistakes on this...

Thank YOU🥰.......