M.A.D.'s 𝑅𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑜𝑚 𝑇ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑠

"Her"

My mind choose to be silent
When my heart wanted to scream,

I was there when you have no one
But you were gone when I have no one,

I saw you as my everything
But you don't care as if I'm nothing,

Treasuring you as I value my life
Yet, you treasure other more than me,

I tried to understand
When you choose to leave me behind,

I want to ignore the pain
But I'm already helpless,

I want to seek for answers
When my mind and heart know how to response,

I did everything to keep you
Yet, it was not enough to own you,

Moving on was one of my option
But loving you was never been part of my decision,

Meeting you brought me to the happiness I'm looking for,

But losing you, broke me into pieces I've never been before,

If only I could still go back on time
When you are still there with me
instead of being with her...