Teach me how to trust again

The new girl

Giannas view

Yes I got out of the hospital finally! I mean sure it wasn’t that bad but still I want to go to school and pass by people without being asked if I’m ok, do I need anything, or the worse of it all why I need to protect my sister. Yes I had my dad come in and ask that question along with Alex(again), Nicole, and Adrian (again) I told them all the same thing, she is my sister and it’s my job. Tomorrow is the first day of school and I am going to be wearing a pair of jeans an old band t-shirt that’s so going to be kiss, and a wig that has straight hair, but the best part is going to be the shoes they are going to be leopard print high heels. I have to say starting at a new school is exciting and the fact that no one knows me as the kid with cancer is even better!

I get to start high school today, I am excited and can’t wait, I got up early just to make sure that no one saw me change my wig. They still didn’t know it was a wig and that’s how I like it but after today I’m sure that’s going to change. Alex had to drive me to school but then he made me get out and walk to the school from about half a block away. Why I’m not sure maybe he didn’t want people to know that we were related ha-ha the joke is on him I have the same last name as him and look like him too. I believe that I win this round. But if he doesn’t want to be seen with me that’s cool too.  Once I actually got to the school I had to find the office so that I could get my schedule and surprise all but Spanish were AP classes even Russian, why I wanted to learn Russian was a mystery to most people but I just like the language and the country if I wasn’t sick I would love to do an exchange program there and I know for a fact that at my last school I was actually learning proper Russian since I have had a Skype friend over there since I was 13 and started taking Russian. My schedule was actually fairly easy homeroom AP Math, period 2 AP English, period 4 AP Calculus, lunch, period 5 Spanish, period 6 AP Russian, period 7 spare. Yup I think I like this maybe I will take an elective to fill my spare like band or AP wood work.

My favorite teacher at my new school was my Calculus teacher, he was surprised how far ahead I was and when I told him that I took online courses last year to finish high school early he was impressed even more. And my least favorite teacher was my Russian teacher he was mispronouncing and spelling every other word wrong when I was taking notes on stuff I had learned 3 years ago when I started taking Russian. I guess I will just have to talk to him on my own and tell him how to teach his class. 

I didn’t see any of my siblings in any of my classes which told me I was the only AP student in the family who is still in high school. I also didn’t talk unless I absolutely had to I mean I hate talking and if I do it is only with my family that is just how it has always been, at my old school I wasn’t just the cancer girl I was the mute girl since I never talked. It was the way I liked things.

Zacks point of veiw~

What was a girl like her doing here? She had long brown hair and her eyes, man her eyes they were amazing and I don’t say that a lot. They were these nice and brown orbs like thing that seemed to never end, they also held a story of her past and present. She was small, little; no petite would be a better way to describe this new girl in school. She couldn’t of been older than 15 or 16 and no-one would even speak to her. Where she was from and why she was living here was a mystery .you see I live in a town with around 600 people our high school has around 250 people in grades 9-12 we were the smallest school in the district and it was odd getting a new girl just a month into the year. I just wanted to get to know her. I had heard that she was the daughter of the famous Mr. Josh BernyBots. I wonder if this is true and if so why isn’t Alex hanging out with her? That family always seemed so close. Now I’m not so sure… either way I was going to find out about the new girl. I heard her name was Gianna and she as in all of my AP classes but one that was Spanish which I don’t take anymore as I passed that class last year, Mr. Devon was really proud of how far ahead she was in calculus and I had to admit it was shocking just how smart this girl was maybe she is older than 15 or 16. I had Russian after this class and I hate the teacher he never teaches us anything but his class is super easy to pass because of this. I looked over to see that she was copying the notes down the wrong way, what did she not want to pass this class?

“Pst, new girl”

“Y—ya.” Her voice was weak and shaky and she looked like she was going to pass out but I was determined to ask the question anyway.

“Why are you copping the notes down wrong?”

“Our teacher is writing them wrong I am writing them how they should be. He’s also saying everything wrong”

“That’s not true. He’s the teacher and your just a new student how would you know that’s its wrong?”

“Simple I learnt these 3 years ago and I talk with AHNna all the time”

“What is AHNna? Or who?”

“AHNna is Anna in Russian.”

“You speak Russian?”

“Clearly otherwise I would not be wasting my time in this class.” Wow ok so now she isn’t just smart she is an know it all great.

“Who are you anyway?”

“Gianna BernyBots”

“Really?”

“Yes now leave me alone.” Okay apparently I took up too much of her time, good to know. So she is Alex’s sister, why he didn’t tell me his sister was coming to our school is weird but the fact that he never mentioned having another sister is even weirder even for him and his family.

Giannas view

Oh my why won’t this person leave me alone? He didn’t even know how to say AHNna right. Idiot and to think I thought he was somewhat good looking. Brains are way more important. Once I told him my name that quickly shut him up for about 5 minutes then he asked a question I wasn’t prepared for.

“Gianna why are you here now?”  See what I mean annoying no way was I going to answer that and now I felt like crying be strong.

“Why are you so nosey when I don’t know anything about you?”

“I was just asking not many people want to transfer school a month into the year. The name is Zack by the way.”

“Ya I didn’t get a choice I had to move here just so that your aware.” That’s all hes going to get out of me.

I was on a role tonight and had lots of insperation, the story is just about to pick up now so it might be awhile before I update. ~Brooke