🦋☁️Bulimia☁️🦋

BLaCkOuT🖤🤪

We walked out the bathroom hand in hand, both smiling, I smiled knowing that this wouldn't last long. Jungkook would enjoy this relationship until we get to the hard times. 

Like my bulimia.

How would he deal with me.

Disregarding my thoughts and snapping back into reality. "We are gonna give each other a try" I said

"What do you mean "a try" Jimin said walking up to us with a weird expression painted on his face. It slowly formed into a grin. "Ohhh your gonna try a relationship"

"Yep" I mumbled looking down scratching the back to my neck. I eyes Jin hyung he looked worried for me knowing how I get when my bulimia hits hard.

I quickly looked away from Jin and back to the floor.

"Okay so no school!" Hobi exclaimed breaking the awkward tension in the air.

****

We all ended up staying at my house watching different movies.

"Okay, I'm getting sick of watching movies, wanna find something else to do"
Hoseok groaned sitting up.

"I'm kinda hungry wanna go to a food place or something" Jimin suggest.

***

We all got dress and went to one of our local restaurants.

As we sat at the table inside the restaurant full of people we all went through the menu's, as I looked through mine I felt a struck of hunger it me making my mouth water looking at all the pictures of food.

My eyes scanned the thick paper and landed on the words that said "Large Hamburger and Fries"

I got it! My eyes lit up sparkling.

***

Everyone ended up ordering and getting their food now eating and enjoying it, including me.

We all talked about random stuff as we ate. I didn't feel anything wrong with me, not self conscious, not sick, nothing.

"Goodness I know I'm gonna have to catch up with some work when I go back to school tomorrow, we're freaking working on a class project and my group is lazy as hell" Jimin groaned.

"Hey! I'm in your group tiny temper" Jungkook spat.

"Watch yourself tonight bunny butt" Jimin spat back sticking his tongue out at the boy.

"Okay enough!" Jin yelled shutting both boys up making the table laugh.

"Anyways, if your all busy on Saturday, wanna come over back to mines and we can hang there" Jin said wrapping his lengthy arm around Joon.

I took a bite of my food and out of no where my phone buzzed making me stop chewing and look down at it and tuning out the conversation.

"TAKE  BULIMIA MEDICATION!🙄"

The words one the phone practically screamed at me.

Everything hit me at once. I realized.

I looked around me eyeing everyone eating their greasy food everything went in and out of blurriness. As I looked around the restaurant my eyes slowly landed on my plate.

The grease from the burger hit my plate. The food in my mouth suddenly tasted cold and nasty like I had a mouth full sour  corpse.

"Hey, Hey Tae, you good!" I heard someone at the table yell. Everything felt heavy. I spit my food out on my plate not caring who looked.

My vision started to spin, everything started spinning, I felt so dizzy and sick like I just hopped off of a roller coaster.

Everything when black and then I could see again on and off. I felt sweat trickling down my forehead. My heavy body hit the floor. The last thing I saw was Jungkook hovering over me with worry spread a cross his face.

******

"Okay Sir we are taking him now, please calm down"

"Jungkook!, please come on we will follow them!"

"No! Tae!"

Everything sounded scary all I could hear was sirens and yelling.

My heart started to race.

I tried to sit up but I couldn't move. I tried to open my eyes but they felt to heavy to open, My head felt heavy.

I tried talking but it felt as if my mouth was glued shut.

The yelling started to fade out and everything went back again.

Did I die?

What just happened?

Where am I going?

Where's Joon?

Where's Jin?

Where's Hoseok?

Where's Jimin?

Where's Yoongi?

Where's My Mom?

Where's,

Where's Jungkook?

I suddenly felt scared.