🦋☁️Bulimia☁️🦋

BaD MEmOriEs💔🤕

I tried to open my eye but they were too heavy I could feel cold air hitting my warm face it instantly gave me chills down my spine, "where am I" I mumbled, there was no reply.

"Just shut up and let me get you home"

A voice said back, I can remember the voice from somewhere but I can't put my tongue on it, my head hurts to much to think straight. So I just stayed quiet until I arrived home, if that's where I'm evening going.

The car turned and stopped a few time and then finally came to an halt.

I tried to open my eyes again but I couldn't.

What I'm assuming to be a car door swung open and I could feel myself being held bridal style.

The person started to walk and I could feel the cold air hit my body.

There was a knock on a door.

"Oh!, Jungkook?, what's wrong with my tae!?, is he okay!" I could hear my mom panic and me being laid on a couch.

"I found him at a party, he might've been jumped"

The room went quiet.

"Ugh!, I really wish I could stay but I have to leave for work I'm already late..., you think maybe... you could stay here with him tonight?" Mrs Kim mumbled.

"Sure, I'll see you tomorrow."

"Okay thank you so much I owe you!"

I could feel a kiss placed on my forehead "mom will be back home soon" And after a small short period of time of her saying that the door closed.

I could hear a sigh and feel my body being lift up for a second and laid on top of Jungkooks, his hand fell to my back.

"Tae?"

"Hm"

"Knew you weren't really unconscious"

"I just don't want tot have to explain to her what happened."

"But you will hav-"

"Why do we hate each other" I said cutting him off, my eyes, still unable to opened.

"Tae pleas-"

"I don't like feeling like this, I don't feel like myself, I feel..., hurt, I feel like hurting mys-"

"TAE!"
I felt my heart stop when he yelled at me.

"Stop talking like that, if you don't over think you will be fine" Jungkook carefully.

"Your one of the reasons Jungkook you don't remember walking out the room not too long again and saying "maybe you should kill yourself."" I mocked.

"You take things to the heart"

"Yea, just how you do with your parents?, and their problems?" I said quickly knowing I messed up by letting my anger get the best of me.

The atmosphere got quiet.

My eyes felt a little less heavy and I slowly with all my strength open my eyes.

He hasn't did anything why?

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When Jungkook lives with his parents they always would argue from sun up to sun down. He would sit in his rooms corner and listen to his parents argue, sometimes about the stupidest things. When he was smaller and they would argue he would tell them "no fight fight"
And they would instantly stop, but things changed and the arguments and abusiveness got worse. One day Mrs Jung told Jungkook he has to leave because she no longer wanted him to see or hear them argue. Who was gonna save his mother?. Instead of giving her a hard time he just left. And still till this day tru to ignore the pain of it.
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(Back to the story)

I used my body strength to Sit up and look at Jungkook, when I looked up to see his face, he looked angry, sad, and frustrated.
He looks like he just moved from his parents house and with hoseok, but that was years ago. I brought all the pain back on accident.

He pushed me off of his lap making me hit the floor hard and groan from my body pain. Before I could stop him from walking out of the door it was already slammed shut.

"What did I just do?" I mumbled to myself feeling stupid as ever.

I got up ignoring the pain striking my body with every move I make and ran to the door. I spotted him walking down the side walk.

"JUNGKOOK WAIT IM SORRY!" I yelled, he looked back at me a started walking faster towards his car. I quickly ran towards him.