Forty-Eight

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December 5

Seungmin -

This morning they found out about me coughing up blood since it's been getting worse. I don't think they expected this, because they just stood outside my room whispering for a long time. When they came back inside, I broke down. I started crying, and I begged them to let me see my mom again. I miss her so much.

They told me, "contact with the outside world will make your condition worse."

I didn't know I had enough strength left to scream, but I guess I did. "I don't care if it kills me, I need to see my mom and Seungmin."

They said I was only allowed to see my mom. I wish you could've been here too. I miss you, and it's painful knowing I have no way to tell you how much I love you.

Love, Hyunjin

published dec 22

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