It's been months since I came to that coffee place
I decided to go for a iced coffee since the temperature of the summer starting to torture me.
I hoped I see him there, again, stupid me for not asking his number.
Lying in your arms
So close together
Didn't know just what I had
I got in and headed straight to the counter
I rang the bell to order my coffee
I look around but didn't see him anywhere
I sighed then the barista showed up and I ordered my coffee
But before the barista turn around I asked
"where's Jackson?"
I felt like my heart was about to fall
He told me that Jackson had been fired for some reason
Why was he fired?
I took my cup and went to go to the nearest park
I walk around the park, listening to the sounds the little birds made
But I still can't get it off my mind
I can no longer see Jackson anymore
I really wish I wasn't being stupid and gave him my number or at least asked for his.
Now I toss and turn
'Cause I'm without you
How I'm missing you so bad
I want to know where he is
I want to know why
I just want to see his face again
Even if it is just one last time.
I realized a drop of water rolling down my face
I wasn't crying
It was raining
I quickly ran to the nearest shelter or something.
But water kept rolling down my cheeks
Thats it, I am crying
Stupid me can't control my feelings while in public
With these two couple
Oh, I wish it was me and him.
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark
I was crying a river until I heard one of them speaking
I recognized that voice
The sweet voice
Of him
Was coming from the man.
I look up to see
Him, Jackson
I scratched my eyes, but then
Jackson dissappeared
Of course, my mind is playing with me.
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake
When I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
And now I'm left
With all this pain
I've only got myself to blame, yeah
-❤-
Song: Nsync - Thinking Of You (I Drive Myself Crazy)
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one decade || markson √
Fanfiction"do you even know how much I fucking love you Wang?" warnings~° •bad words •age change •gay stuff uwu •typos her and therw •english errors because english isn't my first language, sorry •i tried to be poetic, mkay? started: 25/12/2019 finished: 30/1...
