one decade || markson √

2019 || end

I drove to the street
31 december
I remember this
We were laughing and stuff
Jinyoung driving and Jisoo on the passenger seat
Yugyeom sat next to Tzuyu
While Jackson sat next to me.

We're getting closer to the harbour
It's exciting
The young couple took pictures
While the Korean busy doing their thing
Me and Jackson sat there in silence.

We got into the ship
We saw the ocean
It was beautifull
The blue waves and bright sky compliments everything.

"Why can't you move on?"

"I can't"

"nine years Mark, nine fucking years, just admit it already"

"I can't Jackson, I can not"

"Why? Huh? Tell me Mark"

"Why would I? You're not real"

"And so are you" I started sobbing

"Mark, everyone is happy up there including me, and you should too, Jisoo, Jinyoung, Yugyeom, and Tzuyu are now the happiest souls up there. Now it's just you and me, come up to heaven and we we will be happy Mark"

"You know why I can't go up there?"
I paused and continued

"Do you even know how much I love you? Why would I imagine you being here with me, laughing and shit"

"I wanna be with you, in earth, where everything is real, if I could be happy just by imagining things then.."

"why bother going up"

"why bother going up..."

"if you love Jackson, you want him to be happy right?"

"right"

"then do it" His voice changed, not the raspy, lovely voice I knew

It was angelic
Light shining next to me
It was blinding
I can't see him anywhere
Just the light.

"Mark, listen"

"This is the last chance you can come up there, 2 hours left, you got to make your decisions right now, if you can't make it past 12 pm, then you will be stuck on earth for another decade"

"But.."

"No buts, here or up there?"

Time passing by quickly
One minute felt like one second
60 minutes..
80 minutes...
90 minutes...

"I guess you're stuck her-"

"let me up there"

"good"

They lift me up
I felt so light
Another blinding light came
I closed my eyes, hoping my eyes wont get hurt
But I'm not a mortal anymore
I don't need to worry about getting hurt anymore
I opened my eyes
And saw them.

But they were not in the form who I remembered
They were shining
Just like the light in the car next to me.

"Mark"
One of them spoke

"It's been so long"

-❤-

thanks for reading this book
sorry if it was a little messy, it's my first time writing
and maybe I might change the title since it doesn't match the story
thank you, and I will see you next time.