13. Warming my heart
I stalk you,
like a lot.
You know this.
I like straight out stalk you.
Like notice me stalk you.
It’s actually kind of cute.
Oh,
the love I have for you,
it just warms my heart to the core.
I can’t stop it,
I can’t help it,
it just makes me so happy,
like instant smiles happy,
like actually smiles happy,
not instant smiles
because that’s just my face
happy.
Like how the fuck
do you just warm up my heart like that?
Like warm heart and brighten my soul
how did you become this important to me?
Allah knows,
and I love him for it.
Dude,
my browser has your timeline saved third.
I ain’t evens embarrassed about it.
I write too much of this.
I can’t help it,
you are my life
and it scares me sometimes
because I don’t want to understand it
but I relate to it.
No one else’s opinion about you
can change want is in my heart.
I’ll never stop obsessing over you,
because its hard as fuck.
I tried last year you made it hard for me
and when I tried this year
it was nearly impossible.
You really bring out the purple in me
when my life is always full of grey.
I love you so much,
you really are something
YOU ARE READING
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