• 【𝐬𝐨 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞】 • 𝘴𝘶𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘢𝘭 𝘥𝘦𝘬𝘶 • вαкυ∂єкυ • ☽

The Start of Something Beautiful {6}

starting date: 25/12/19 (merry christmas btw!)

Izuku's POV
Was this real? Did that really just happen? Ah! Kacchan just asked me out! What do I say...wait- OBVIOUSLY YES! "YES!!" I felt tears of happiness begin to prick my eyes. I soon felt the warm embrace of Kacchan and then the follow up of his soft lips. I felt so happy. I wrapped my arms arround his neck and my legs arround his waist as he lifted me up. We passionately kissed for what seemed like forever. Eventually, I pulled away gasping for air before immediately crashing my lips against his again. I felt him bite at my lower lip asking for entrance, I panicked and kept my mouth closed as I'd never done anything like this before. He glided his hand onto my waist, up my shirt and played with my nipple which caused me to moan out from pleasure. He took advantage of that and slipped his tounge into my mouth, exploring every nook and cranny. He carried me to my dorm bed and plopped me down. I wrapped my legs arround his waist as he began taking off my pants. He began kissing my neck as I took off his pants. He eventually found my sweet spot and attacked it. I shortly after became a moaning sweaty mess as he ran his fingers through my hair. I tilted my head to the side as the unstoppable blush covered every open crevace of my face. "Let me see your face, honey." I felt my face become a shade of red, redder than Kacchan's eyes. I tilted my head farther away as Kacchan nipped at my neck harder and began to suck. "Ahrrghh~~" He grabbed my chin and pulled it toward his face, we made eye contact. Shortly after, he crashed his lips into mine. He reached down to my V-line and traced it. I tensed up realizing that if we were going to do this, he would see me, all of me. Scars, burns, bruises and more. I fliched away, pushing him off of me. Tears pricked my eyes and shortlu after ran down my face as I held my arms and squeezed them. I stared at my scars. "Hey nonono, it's fine shh." Kacchan sat up pulling me with him and grabbed my head putting it on his chest, playing with my curls. He rubbed circles into my back as I cried. "S-sorhicry...my scars are gross and I freaked out..." Kacchan pulled my head off his chest and wiped my tears away with his thumbs. "Izuku Midoriya, I love every part of you, no matter what. Scarred or burned, thin or fat. As long as I have you, I'm doing just fine. More than fine actually, amazing. I love you so much Izu~" I felt lips on my forehead as we layed back in my bed. "We can try again another time, I'll wait for you. No matter how long it takes I'll be by your side no matter the circumstances. I swear on everything I love." I felt this tingling in my stomach. "I love you so much Kacchan.." I hugged him tightly as he kissed my neck. "Thank you for waiting for me, I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend." I saw Kacchan visibly panick and turn red. "Y-you're welcome nerd.. Now go take a shower." I nodded. "Hey... wanna come with?" Once again, I caused him to turn red. "..Sure, nerd." He got up off the bed and followed me into the bathroom. Kacchan walked into the bathroom before looking into the mirror. When he went to move, he kicked the blade. 'Shit..' "Deku, what the fuck is that..?" "N-nothing!" I attempted to yank him up but he managed to sweep his hand under the sink and retrieve everything. Once he swept it out he froze for a few seconds before lowering his head and shaking it slowly. "Deku..." I ran to the toilet, grabbed the bag of razors and bolted out of my dorm room. "DEKU, STop!" Kacchan's voice broke as he screamed. Was he crying...? I ran out of the dorm building as my classmates in the lobby just stared at me. "Deku-kun..?" Uraraka tried to get my attention but I ignored her and bolted for the garden. Once I reached it I climbed up a tree and began to violently slash at my wrists hoping to just end it all. I felt so guilty having Kacchan find out I did it right as I got out of hospital. "Deku, please.. where are you!?" "Deku-kun?" "Midoriya, ribbit?" "Midodude you out there?" "Hey, Dekus you out there? It's Mina..." Midoriya, I demand you to show your face! As class representative-" "Shut it glasses." "Deku god please come back, I don't want to lose you." I continued slashing at my wrists until I got black dots in my vision. Everyone was under me when I opended my eyes. But they didn't look up. The bag of blades slipped from my hands as I got weaker and weaker. I also ended up dropping the bloody blade. "WHAT THE FUCK!?" Everyone looked up and their eyes widened. I began to slip out of consciousness and out of the tree.