Sad Percy Jackson imagines

Happier ( Nico)

(Y/N) POV
Lately, I've been, I've been thinking
I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier

Everyday I spend with Nico it seems like he becomes more and more distant . He no longer pays attention to me and it seems like he has his eyes on a certain son of Apollo.

Time skip ...

After spending some time with Nico I have decided to break up with him, he no longer seems happy with me.

"Nico I think we have to break up."

"Why? "

"I know that you're not interested in me or girls for that matter."

"You're right. "

"Can we still stay friends though? "

"Sure"

One week later...

When the morning comes
When we see what we've become
In the cold light of day, we're a flame in the wind
Not the fire that we've begun
Every argument, every word we can't take back
'Cause with all that has happened
I think that we both know the way that this story ends

I see Nico and Will are now together.  They look like what Nico and I used to. I think back to the past, we fought so much, we had so many arguments, we hurt each other with our words that we never meant to say to each other. And I knew Nico and I wouldn't last so long.

Then only for a minute
I want to change my mind
'Cause this just don't feel right to me
I wanna raise your spirits
I want to see you smile but
Know that means I'll have to leave

But at times I want to change my mind because I loved everything he does, I love his smile,  his laugh,  his everything but I broke up with him, even though I knew I'd break my own heart because I wanted to see him happy, and I knew he wouldn't be happy with me, so I let him go and be happy with Will.

Know that means I'll have to leave
Lately, I've been, I've been thinking
I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier

I'm happy to see Nico's smile, I'm happy to see Nico laugh even though it wasn't even directed towards me.

When the evening falls
And I'm left there with my thoughts
And the image of you being with someone else
Well, it's eating me up inside
But we ran our course, we pretended we're okay
Now if we jump together, at least we can swim
Far away from the wreck we made

At night...

I think about the way Nico looks at Will and it hurts because he used to look at me like that, he used to look at me with so much joy,  love and care, but he found a better person,  a better lover. Sometimes I wish I can be with Nico again and take him far away from here.

( I'll skip a portion of the song because it's just repetitive to the lines in the past.)

One month later...

So I'll go, I'll go
I will go, go, go
So I'll go, I'll go
I will go, go, go

I decided that I'm leaving camp. It just hurts too much to see Nico so happy with a person that's not me. I know it sounds selfish but there's nothing I can do to make myself happy, but atleast I know Nico can be happier with Will, at least I can live with the thought of Nico being happy.

---A/N

Sorry for not updating much and the really short content.

P. S.  I take requests for angsty stuff.