My Royal Love

Be mine.... Officially?

Romeo and Juliette.

The Notebook.

Gone with the wind.

A walk to remember.

The list goes on and on. Tossing the DVD's on the sofa, I let my body fall down as well. It was nearly ten o'clock and here I was trying to find a sad romance movie to watch. Why had I grown up to be such a love sap. Thinking back to my childhood, I remember writing love letters in the sixth grade to boys who at the time I thought I was into. When I gradually started to feel differently I was probably in the eighth grade, that was when I had my first crush on a girl. I wrote a song about her and stuck it inside her locker, it was embarrassing when she realized it was from me. She laughed in my face and called me a creepy stalker. From that moment on I promised myself to never allow anyone to know my feelings towards females. I told myself that it was better for everyone if I kept it as my secret, that was up until high school when Daisy forced me to come out. I'm glad that I did, but sometimes I can't help but wonder what my life might have been like if I had chosen to stay hidden from the world. If I had taken the easy route, would I be married? Would I be suffering with so much misery, and loneliness?

I've heard people say that all good things come to an end. But why? Why can't they last forever?

Madeline hasn't left my mind since I returned to New York. It's been two days, and all I can seem to thing about is emerald gems and creamy tan legs. Her intoxicating laugh, the way her hands fit perfectly with mine, the way she does everything so gracefully.

There's no doubt that she can have anyone in this world, and I was stupid enough to believe that it would be me.

Finally trying to wash down yet another series of thoughts about what could've been, I stood and placed the strewn DVD'S back into there rightful place.

Going into the kitchen i pulled out a frozen meal from the freezer, I've been surviving off of microwave meals!

Daisy would kill me, if she knew.

Thinking of Daisy I quickly tossed the meal into the microwave and set the timer. I grabbed my cell phone and dialed her number.

I heard a little grouchy voice on the other end,

"Hey Auntie Lin," Clayton chirped "Can I come over?"

I giggled, "Umm of course as long as it's ok with you mom!"

"Ok she wants to talk to you" I could hear shuffling and then my best friends voice sounded.

"Hey beautiful, you busy?"

"Nope, what's up?"

"Clayton and I wanted to come and have a sleep over maybe!"

I laughed at her eagerness,

"I'll be waiting!" I said as the line went dead.

Knowing it wouldn't take them very long to get here, I didn't bother cleaning my junk of an apartment up. Instead I quickly jumped into the shower, washing up. Stepping out I tossed on some sweat pants and a tank top, pulling my hair up into a wet messy bun as if on que there was a knock on the door. 

I opened it smiling widely at the two goof balls that stood in front of me holding chips and popcorn.

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Madelines POV

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"Madeline can we please call it quits for today! She's obviously not on this street! Or you know maybe not even in this city considering you dated her but you didn't ask her where exactly she live!" I could see the steam coming from Heathers ears as I motioned for the limo to stop. Letting yet another sigh escape my lips.