Her love & her regrets

chapter# 16

Aslam o alaikum guys

Faraz's pov :

" I want you to Marry Hania Next month because I'm getting old, I know I won't live long to see you happy with your family" He said making me again miserable....

"Dad may Allah give you a long life please don't say like this" I choked on my words.

"This is not the answer of my question" his voice again held the firmness. All broken feelings that he displayed few minutes ago,  flew away in a blink of eye.

"Alright I'm ready to marry her next month" I lowered my head because I accepted my defeat. My dad defeated me. 

I'm sorry Hania that I'm marrying you forcefully...

" I knew it may Allah give all parents an obedient son like you, I know you'll never regret on this decision.. She's best for you" I witnessed the pride and happiness in his eyes for which I was thankful but I knew I would regret marrying Hania.

Dad patted on my shoulder and went from there...

Fahad's pov:

I was shocked when she kissed me, I wanted to reciprocate her but I was in deep guilt and sorrow that what if she would know about her child that it was not mine what would she do....

I thought that now Ahtisham is gone and if he appears I would give him money in order to get lost from our lives but now I was frightened that he succeeded in killing this innocent life then he would also tell Hoorain the truth....

What would Hoorain do after listening the truth, she would definitely leave me...

I didn't want her to leave me but life never gave me what I desired from it and maybe Hoorain was not my destiny....

My chest felt heavy as I kept my hand on my heart...

I loved her but at the same time I knew she would hate me for the cause of her destruction...

Hania's pov :

I was here in cafe waiting for Faraz to come, He called me this morning asking me if I could come and meet him as he wanted to talk to me about something.

I knew what he wanted to talk about, maybe he wanted me to say no to this marriage, and I would do that, no more selfishness I would show..

He clearly didn't like me so why should I forcefully be his wife..

I was in my deep thoughts when a snap of fingers scared me..

"Who are you thinking about? " Faraz asked playfully.

He never talks to me in this happy mood. Maybe he wanted to end this relationship on a good note.

"Yeah I was thinking about the love of my life" I said with sad expression. He cleared his throat and nodded.

"So who's that unlucky person" He smirked and then grinned. I was literally hurt by his reaction, I thought he would be angry at me for loving someone else but here he was not affected at all.

"He's very lucky Alhamdulillah that I love him because I'm very hard person if it comes to love. Not everyone can impress me." I said flaring the end of my hijab.

" Then why are you marrying me?" He asked in a serious tone. I gulped. I wanted to confess my feelings to him but I won't do that because then he would think low of me.

"Because he is married now and he loves his wife so much. Besides uncle Ismail told me that it was my parent's wish to tie us in a knot so I thought to fulfill their wish and make their souls happy" I lied but it was half lie and half truth.  Obviously it was our parents wish.