Her love & her regrets

chapter #14 (unedited)

Aslam o alaikum guys

Faraaz pov:

My heart was bleeding,  I didn't know what to do. Everytime I was looking at Hania, Niala's memory was flashing in front of me.  She took my piece of heart with her. I was feeling empty without her and I knew that this void is never going to be filled. 

Hania and Naila both were different from each other. Naila was mature and she always took care of other's emotions, she was also very introvert. Whereas as much as I'd assumed, Hania was immature and was extrovert. I know she was not talking to me much but the way she did prank on me, I was so unhappy with that.  It only infuriated me more when she pranked on me and then started laughing like an old illetrate aunty.

It's just so much difficult for me to move on when Naila is always on my mind, I can't forget her no matter how much I try. 

People say that men don't cry but they do not know how it feels when your heart is always crying and you can't take it to your eyes. It feels like my soul is snatched from me and my body is just going with the flow, my body is acting like a normal person but only my heart knows how much I'm messed up.

I was having severe headache cause of constantly thinking about Naila and Hania, but still I had to keep smiling in whole function today,  predenting that I'm happy which I was not.

I was wearing this blue kurta because I didn't want to wear the tux, if I was getting engaged to Naila then surely I would have wore the tuxedo to look Prince Charming of my soon to be wife but here the case was different. I was not getting married to the girl of my dreams so I wanted to be as simple as possible.

Hania pov:

Ya Allah make it easy for me, today is the big day of my life, I'm going to be someone's fiancee today and I was so excited as well as nervous at the same time.

"Ya Allah what are you gonna do to my face now" I was already stressed out and here Ayesha(my best friend)  made it more miserable by putting lots of makeup stuff in front of me.  Actually Ayesha was running her own beauty salon so it was easy for me to not take tension of makeup artist.

"You know what just close your eyes and shut your mouth so that I can paint your face like joker that you already are" She mocked to which I just rolled my eyes,  but still I closed my eyes because I really wanted to look beautiful today for my Prince Charming.

I didn't know that I was smiling to myself like a fool until Ayesha nudged me and started laughing like maniac that she was.

As she was doing my makeup, my mind drifted to yesterday's event.

                    Flashback

I was roaming around streets as I wanted to keep my mind occupied because I was getting bore at home and to be honest I was scared as hell thinking about my life with Faraz. So I decided why not go to park as it was still 5:00pm so I could go and come back after few hours when I would be tired.

Clad in black hijab and black Abaya, I didn't take car with me because it was super comfortable in walking.

After being tired I bought a coffee for me and went in the park to chill.

I was humming to myself when I felt a presence beside me.

"Hyy"  I took a sharp intake of breath.  It was the same guy into whom I bumped that day in mall.

Standing up quickly, I clenched my jaw and glared at him.

"Are you stalking me?" My voice was cold and dangerous. I felt a hint of amusement in his eyes, that's what infuriated me and I slapped him hard.
People turned their gazes at us and I was sure as hell that he was also shocked.