the unloved

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i found myself nodding to that
and close my eyes
imagine,
imagine,
imagine
i'm in a dark room
in my mind
and hold my hand out
opening my eyes,
i see...
absolutely nothing
i frown
a torn,
shreddedpaper,
and envelope lied right beside the crying girl
i turn my heel to leave
and closed the door onthe way out
i see myself flashing through moments in history
illnesses turn into plagues
cannons turned into bombs
peaceful people in harmony turned into warring countries for dominance of power
i clench my fists
and felt like i wanted to curlinto a ball
not only do i see this,
i can feel it.
fear
anger
hatred
sadness
mourning
depression
i felt like i was about to explode
i want toscream so badly
but i cannot let anyone know

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