My World Is Blue 💙💙

What's wrong with me?🤔🤔

Basically the wedding and all the functions got over. It was night and I was sitting alone in my room. Many thoughts were Going into my mind.
1)Yaar it's good to have someone in life you know who can take care of you
2)No no I've my animals
3)Arre but a human who can actually talk to you, comfort you . And probably give you a kiss and make you feel special you know..........
Chee Cheee cheeeeee what am I thinking re. It's all such a waste.
Ye sab mere dimag Mai Kidhar se aaya 🤔🤔. What's wrong with me? Probably it's because I'm too tired and I need a good sleep. Arre what's happening? I heard someone sneaking I guess into my house 🙄🙄. I got to go down. Arre but how can anyone sneak in? I mean there are lions and crocodiles down there.

And all this was going on into my mind on a constant . So I went down to check what was happening there for real.
Oh no 😥 not again. Lovebirds Abhi and Sim were watching some romantic bore on the TV 😑😑.

Me: Sim yaar volume Kam kr de. Disturb ho Raha hai muje.
Abhishek: Yaar let it be naa
When I was about to say something, a handsome guy came out of my kitchen with a cup of coffee. I was so into staring him that I didn't realise that I was staring him constantly for a few minutes. But then he broke that consistentness of mine.
He: Coffee?
Me: Huh, what?
He: Will you have coffee
I took the mug from him and took a sip.
He: Ye meri jhoothi thi vaise
Me: Whaat, I don't drink that...I mean..
Simran: Arre ye kya kr diya aapne Kamlesh ji . Sigmu toh aaj tak kisika jhootha nahi khati ya peeti.
He: So what? Everything has a first time. Haina Sigmu? (He even winked at me)
Me:(Was still confused how to react) What ..... Umm what
He: Accha how's the coffee
Abhishek: Bhai pr ye jhoothi coffee thi. Ye ab gussa hoyegi. Tu toh pakka Gaya aaj toh.
He: So what? Jhootha khaane se pyaar badhta hai
Simran: Ji pr ye toh jhootha peena hua naa.
He: Simran Ji aap emotions Ko pakdo haina, words ka toh kya hai. Accha bataya nahi Mrs Sigma ki coffee kaisi lagi.
Me: O hello, meri shaadi nahi Hui
He: No worries , bohot jaldi you will be Mrs Sigma 😉
Abhishek: Bhai mere toh kuch palle nahi pad Raha ki tu bol aur kar kya Raha hai.

He I mean Kamlesh Nagarkoti came near me and hugged me.
Me: How ? Why I mean?
He: You say thanks when someone does something for you.
Me: Maine kya kra tumhare liye?
He: But Maine toh Kiya na. Tumne thanks nahi bola for the coffee so maine socha thanks ki jagah kyu na ek hug hi lelu.

Saying so he went back to the kitchen.  I was so damn confused I mean what's wrong with me? Is this really me. My heart was beating so fast. What the hell Kahi muje heartattack toh nahi aaya na. I need to show to a doctor.

Jessica: Isko Dil ka dohra bolte hai.
Me: What?
Jessica: But iske liye na doctor ki zarurat nahi hai.
Me : kya bol Rahi ho
Simran: Sigma ji samaj hi jao ab toh aap

I just went to sleep ignoring both my friends but still my mind wasn't at peace. I was still thinking of him. And the coffee and his muscles. And much more...
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But nooo, I've made up my mind that I'll stop thinking of it all and simply just go and grab a deep sleep. So goodnight to meeee 😪😪😴😴