Numb
Sadness
LazinessSo many emotions
Sometimes all at onceMy depression is almost 10 years old
I'm almost 20...Some days are better than other....
Today is one of the bad ones
Probably the worst I've had yetBookstores are my happy place
Being surrounded by books
It calms meNo matter my mood
I always leave a bookstore happyI went to a bookstore today
It didn't work
Not even the slightestI still feel numb,
As if I could cry at any given second,
Even if I spill the smallest of a drinkI've barely eaten today,
A few carrots and a cup of coffee
That's itNothing seems to be working
Nothing is making me feel betterBooks
Music
ShoppingThe three things that always cheer me up
Can'tDepression, depression
Go away
I don't want you today
Nor any more
So stay away
Forevermore...