Insecure

Crazy

Cole's group of friends sit at our table. We are all sitting at the popular table. I am as silent as a mouse, eating my food from the tray in front of me. Colton keeps staring at me, which is driving me crazy. I can feel his stare going through me. Tess is OBVIOUSLY flirting with Cole by now, which he doesn't mind. Cole is considered a "cool" kid, but he can be nice. scratch that. Cole IS a "bad boy". He had so many girlfriends, I can't count anymore.
"So, how is it going?" asked Jake from across the table. I jumped from my seat. "Sorry, I didn't mean to startle you." he replies from my action. Jake has been my friend for a long time now but we lost touch since he joined Cole's group, and I joined Tessa.
"It's ok." I finally managed to say while staring at his chocolate coloured eyes. "To answer your question, I pretty good now after practically having a heart attack." I respond with my hand on my chest.
"Sorry." He apologized, again.
"So, how is the football team? I heard you are pretty good. I would never doubt that." he tried to stop smiling, but it didn't work out well. He was single, but Carmen had a crush on him, which I know he practically hated after the sass she always gave me. We have talked quite a while, but it was a short conversation.
"The team is good actually. The guys are nice. I was shocked after I found that out." He eyed Colton while talking. Jake smirked and it washed off his face when he saw me looking.
"What was that about." I asked.
"Nothingg..." he said, stretching the word. I kicked him under the table. "Oow. Why did you do that?" he asked me, pretending to be hurt.
"Tell me!" I quietly screamed.
"We talk with our expressions. It's our inside joke." he said, ACTING annoyed.
"You understand what he is thinking?" I said while looking at Colton. he caught my eye and winked. I started blushing. I turned my head the other way so he wouldn't see me. Carmen was staring at me, and with a dirty look on her face. I can see she is jealous! I love that look. it feels like I have power. I know that was crazy but, I know what I feel. I was powerful.
"Hey, stop dreaming." said Jake, ruining the moment. "I know what you are thinking," he said while smirking I couldn't help but blush again.