Please Don't Go (Klaine/Glee)

Chapter 13

Italics:Flashback
Regular:present
Enjoy!
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"Hey." Blaine greeted Kurt as he sat down in the chair. "I'm sorry I'm late. The scene ran longer than we thought, but great news. The venue called and said they're available on Labor Day for our wedding."Blaine smiled. He sat his umbrella down beside him. It was pouring rain that day.

"It's okay. I wasn't really waiting that long. I just got back from the theatre. We were just discussing the rehearsal schedule." Kurt explained. He passed Blaine and menu. "I know I asked you this, but are you sure?" Blaine looked up from the menu he had in his hand.

"I'm more sure of this than anything else." Blaine took Kurt's hands in his own. "I love you and I want to spend the test of my life with you. Life is to short to wait."

"But what about what happened last time? I mean we loved each other as much than as now."

"But maybe you were right." Blaine looked into Kurt's bright blue eyes. "Maybe we were so young back then. A lot of stress was put on us the minute you said yes. I guess we couldn't take it at the time."Blaine sighed.
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Years ago....

"I think we should talk about it." Blaine said, looking up at Kurt. Kurt looked down. They were currently snuggling in bed, watching a movie.

"Talk about what?" Kurt asked, avoiding the question. Avoiding reality.

"Kurt we cant just beat around the bush anymore." Blaine sighed.

"Oh, Can't we just avoid reality until..Friday?" Kurt asked. Blaine shook his head. It frustrated him that Kurt kept avoiding the subject at hand.

"No. Kurt."

"Then what the hell do you want to talk about, Blaine?" Kurt asked, slightly leaning up. Blaine moved as well so he was sitting in front of Kurt.

"Why are going to back to Lima when your dreams are here. I'm here Kurt." Blaine asked. Kurt looked away. Kurt didn't say anything and the room was quiet for a few minutes. "I miss you Kurt. I hate that you can't come and talk to me or that you ignore me and then start talking to me out of the blue like everything's okay. When I know that it's not." Blaine finally spoke up breaking the silence.

Kurt still didn't say anything. He just stared off into space. He stared at the blank white walls of the bedroom. Blaine looked at Kurt. "I'm okay Blaine. Wouldn't I tell you if I wasn't?"

"I use to think you can. Now..I'm not to sure that's the case."

"Fine. I'm far from being okay. Is that what you wanted to hear!" Kurt got off of the bed, having to push Blaine slightly off of him. He ran a shaky hand through his chestnut brown hair. "I lost my mom. I lost my brother. I'm going to loose you. I almost lost my dad. I got kicked out of NYADA. I got told that I'm never going to ever make it big. Now I'm going to have to go back to being a Lima loser for the rest of my miserable life because my dreams in New York have died. Is that what you want to hear?" Kurt asked, tears already streaming down his pale red face.

"Kurt..your not going to loose me-"

"Yeah. That's what everyone says." Kurt said, running out of the room. Blaine ran after him, but was to late once he saw the front door open and Kurt running to his or rather Rachel's apartment in Bushwick in the pouring rain.

Blaine ran a panicking hand through his gelled hair, freeing some curls from its grip. It killed Blaine. He didn't know what to do to make everything okay. To help Kurt in this dark time in his life. What did Kurt mean by 'I'm going to loose you'.