Please Don't Go (Klaine/Glee)

Chapter 7

WARNINGGGGG:So, some emotional things happen so just be prepared :(

Recommended song: Hate to see your heart break by Paramore. It comes up in the chapter. Nobody is singing it, it's just the lyrics :)

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Blaine turned to the other side, clutching his pillow in his arms. Blaine slowly opened his eyes to a pitch black room. He noticed Kurt was no longer by his side. He also noticed that his pillow was wet from the tears that had fallen through out the night.

He rubbed his eyes and stared up at the plain white ceiling. His mind replayed imagines from the past few weeks. With Mason. Kurt telling him. Nate explaining more. Blaine really loved him. He cared so much about him, but Mason didn't care at all. He didn't care. He didn't.

Nobody cares. Mason doesn't care. Nate doesn't care. Ally doesn't care. Kurt doesn't care.

Blaine wiped a tear that escaped. He was done opening up his heart to people who will just hurt him in the end. He was just tired of getting hurt. There must be something really fucked up about him for this to happen to him. Blaine looked over at his phone.

He had turned it off the night before because he wanted to be cut off from the world. He sighed as he forced himself up. He rubbed his eyes again and yawned. Blaine walked out of the bedroom into the bright living room. He looked around and saw Kurt making pancakes.

Kurt turned around and smiled. "Oh your up. I was just making us breakfast." He said. Blaine looked over at the time which read 10:30. Blaine walked over and sat the dimming room table. The room was silent besides the the tv which was playing lowly in the background. Blaine laid his head on the table and closed his eyes.

Ten minutes passed before Kurt walked over with the plates. Blaine picked his head up as Kurt set his plate down in front of him. Kurt sat his plate afterwards. Kurt went back to the kitchen to get their drinks. Blaine looked at what Kurt cooked. It was pancakes, but he shaped them into smiley faces. There were also eggs and a Cronut. Blaine smiled slightly. He missed cronuts. He hasn't had one in months.

Kurt returned with two glasses of apples juice. "Thank you." Blaine said as Kurt sat down.

"Of course." Kurt replied. The room was silent as they ate their breakfast. Blaine looked down at his food the whole time. Taking little bits every now and then. "How are you feeling?" Kurt asked, breaking the silence. Blaine finally looked up to Kurt.

Like I'm worthless.

Like I'm a burden to everyone in my path.

Sad

Angry

Miserable

A fuck up

"I could be better." Blaine replied, shrugging his shoulder.

Silence fell upon the two again. Blaine set down his fork. Indicating he was done. He got up and grabbed his plate to set in the sink.

"Blaine." Kurt said. Blaine looked over at Kurt. "If you ever need anything. I'm always here for you."

Lies
Lies
Lies

You'll leave me
Are you really there for me? Or are you just saying meaningless things.
You'll just leave me like everyone else

"I know."Blaine replied after a minute. Blaine walked back to the bedroom and laid on the bed. He put the covers on top of him. He closed his eyes.