I'M FINE || BTS fanfic (Save me sequel) {Completed}✅

Decision

Taehyung's pov

I just ignored the topic when ever any member asked me about the matter between Me and Sara from yesterday..

But after some attempts everyone have given up..we were talking lot of random stuffs and greeting Hyungs Girlfriends after a long time..as I was so not much active in our gathering before..

When Shuchi came with Vrishti and Jasmin who looked totally different from how I know them..

I could see Suga hyung jaw drop at Shuchi's beauty..I internally giggled and wondered is it the person who is well know for his swag personality..

Same for this guys..I tickled both Jimin and and Jungkook soon they snapped out and blushed..to which I couldn't hold my laughter anymore..

But honestly they 3 looked so beautiful and pretty..

But I was searching for the one my heart kept on looking for..

Sara..

Though I'm curious about her,I couldn't ask about her.. I was unknowingly worried so much as i remembered last night events and she walked in cold night..that too crying..she looked so hurt..that obviously hurt me too..

But thankfully Hyung asked about her and Shuchi said she was fine and getting ready..

I sighed in relief but got caught by Jimin..but he didn't questioned anything..

And then she comes..giving me a quick heart attack..

She came and stood near me.. Though opposite to me, Still I could smell her scent which alway leave me intoxicated..I couldn't even keep up a minute of eye contact with her because of my mind ticking to devour her like a monster..

You can never forget your addiction right?...mine is her..

It was both hell and heaven to be near her..she never even changed a bit, her long black hair that touches till her lowered hip.. same dark brown eyes with kissable lips... wait...what I'm even thinking.. shouldn't I be angry on her..then where does this all thoughts coming from?.. I was so confused before I could come to an end conclusion..

I heard a familiar voice with an unfamiliar voice..

I looked at Neela who is approaching us  with a Blonde foreigner beside her..

The guy came just like that and hugged Sara..I don't know..but I can't control my anger..seeing them hug I clenched my fist.. I know it might be that guy's part of culture..but I can't help getting anger..

Then Sara introduced that Guy as George..I kept on ignoring that guy named George..he was like an eyesore..and the way he look and smile at Sara..it gave me insecure feelings.. somehow I know I should have.because that's what I decided last night..to give up on her..But I can't help when I saw way this guy looking at her..

Anyone can tell that he likes her..

Thankfully Shuchi's Mom called us all on Stage to begin the ceremony..

I couldn't help but to smile at Sara who looked so happy and giggly to see her sister getting engaged..

But I could still see that George guy looking at Sara with the same loving expression..and I looked at Sara who smiled at him..but her eyes didn't had same feeling like him..

But I saw her face with love in eyes when she looked at me last before leaving the Apartment..but I wish that doesn't mess up my decision..

When we all called for a group photo,we all had to stand close to fit in the frame..

So everyone moved and made there own girlfriends near them..I saw all my hyungs with their Girlfriends..but it was funny to see Jimin and Vrishti fangirling over Suga hyung and Shuchi..and been dragged by their partners..

But I saw Sara looking at them all with adoration in her eyes..she was smiling brightly at them all..

Even though I could only see her side smile still it had impact on my heart..

As we had to fit in the frame, I wished atleast I should take this photo to end things smoothly that bothers us both, even though that bothers us is our love for each other..

But soon I don't know where I lost myself and pushed her on me and whispered a lame reason to be near her..my face was calm,not my heart thou as I could hear heart beat out of my body..

After the group photo I let her go..but my mouth couldn't help but,"beautiful", blurred out..I know she was shocked..but I don't wanna give her any hopes.. atleast any of this ways..so I ignored her and went to Neela,started to talk..

Though the woman stand before me is lively and making smile and laugh..but deeper inside of me knows that no one could give the warmth and make me feel loved and comfortable as her..

Because she was a mysterious thing happened to me..she always messed up my feeling but at the end I would give up as I know I could never hate her..so only I started to think, I should keep my distance and should atleast try to be her friend but not more than that..but I somehow know it can't happen so I chose to ignore her..her presence,her warmth and her love that still stayed as ever green..

Jasmin already told me to go the groom's dressing room to meet someone. As all my hyungs and their partners already went there, I excused myself from Neela and went behind Jasmin who was troubled by Sara's whining to not to go there..

What ever she do still she is beautiful in my eyes..shit!..I snapped out myself from the train of thoughts..

But for my surprise that one we were gonna meet is also a Foreigner but I could tell he is much older from his appearance but handsome too..

The way Sara and That foreigner who is introducted as Edward behaved as if they are like a daughter and father..

I was in peace atleast she has good people around her to console when I'm going away from her side..

But I determined to talk with her as I should clear up things before I end this misery of us..

I asked Shuchi to tell Sara to meet me at the roof top after tonight's Party ends..

3rd person's pov

Somehow Sara to wanted to give a try to explain him..wanted to easy the situation between them with the motive of getting his forgiveness.. Though not forgiveness atleast she hoped that something might change..

But to the contrast Taehyung already wanted to get over her..it was an irony because before her appearance in his life again alive, he thought she died and wanted to love her for ever second of his life..but after her return he only feels pain , feeling of been betrayed..and hurt , disappointment and hater.. Actually he got it all in a package..

He wanted to get out of it.. not even having an idea whether is it the thing he really wants?..to let go of her..the love he craved?..is he thinks it's easy?.. Though he himself knows he can't fully avoid Sara as she was somehow connected to him one another way,so he decided to put some space between them..

And deep down he felt it would be good for Sara too...

But the actual truth is he himself not clear about it still..

But everyone including himself knows that he could never forget the love he had for her..

But what after all anyone could do if he chose to leave her?..

we can only watch the beautiful love story getting drifted away before even it starts..