I'M FINE || BTS fanfic (Save me sequel) {Completed}✅

Special chapter 1 (Taera)

Sara's Pov

I don't know how many minutes have past,may be an hour?.I couldn't care less,as all my focus was on the guy smiling so innocently from the picture engraved on his tomb stone.

It was a private cementry in the out skirts of the bustling Seoul,which was total opposite to the aforementioned city,this place was too clam and soothing, contrast for a home of death.

But however his Tomb was beautifully decorated by the natural grown wild flowers of the woods around the cementry.

Everything surroundings this seemed so calm and comforting as if the guy in the picture wants to comfort me.

Ever I never thought a day like this would come, where I'll feel remorse and guilt for this person,that too for two different reasons.

One for misunderstanding him and another was never got to know about his love for me while he was still alive.

He was too naïve for a killer.

Lucifer... To be exact.. Chris Taylor.

A guy always under the wanted list of lots of secret agencies and Interpol data bases.

No one besides me and George knows what happened to the legendary assassin and leader of one of biggest killer organization.

If it weren't for the bachelor party of Jimin and Jasmin's,a day before their wedding,the dead drunk George would never have existed to tell me the truth of the guy that loved me.

After that very incident I got hold of Chris Taylor's personal diary from George,it wasn't my intention to disturb the death's privacy,but something told me to know about the whole deal and to know who Lucifer is,what a person he is as Chris Taylor.

But it importantly lead me to know how much a person can love someone even if they can never have them.

There wasn't any planning sketch for abduction, weaponry or durg dealings in the diary like I thought it would,but it had only about his private life from his childhood.

It wasn't the ruthless Lucifer's dairy that I read,but the diary of a 28 years old guy named Chris Taylor.

A person with a very normal childhood with an happy family of his mother and father,though his father was a prior head of their killer organization,he was let to live a normal life.

Everything in his life was normal with Dev as his non blood related younger brother and happy school days, until his mother died in an accident and his father is passed away soon after only to push the mid teen Chris to become someone he never been in the first place or he never wanted to be.

He became Lucifer to the world,who is a cold, merciless killer.

But even though he looked at as a beast and a monster by other,still he was also a human with a heart that could feel emotions and that couldn't deny love.

His life of being someone he never wanted to be was disturbed, right when he met Dev again in a mission,but as an assassin from opposite side.

And then he met her..

He met me..his I'll fate unrequited Love.

His downfall.

Still to him I was his escape,his breathing space from the heavy cruelty placed on his soul.

He used each and every word with an out most care to describe his feelings towards me and the changes he felt because of me.

He might have killed countless and never feared for anything,not even his own death,but he feared..he feared of lossing me,even though he was well aware that I wasn't his from the first place.