A week later Jake Honestly I loved Jax's singing don't get me wrong but he sounded exactly like Tana and I can't hear her voice or I'll go running back. I don't want Tana, I want Erika. I want her to realise how much better she is than anyone else in the world. Also going back to Jax, I've realised he has lost a lot of weight since Erika was in hospital (she isn't anymore) Every day Jax has been going somewhere in the morning but he seems to be not eating enough. Ellie has also been worrying about Jax. Yesterday me, Ellie and Erika had a chat about it when Jax had gone off doing what he does. Erika kept saying that he's fine and maybe he isn't confident about his body. We was mostly through our conversation when Jax walked in with no top. He was sweaty and had a six pack. I was kinda jealous because as the teenagers these days would say He looked fit. 😂 Today's the first day of December so me and Jax are gonna go out and get the girls a little present for everyday of December then on Christmas we are gonna give them something more special than the rest. I go in the room Jax is staying to find Jax not there. Oh yea he's out getting better looking than me 😩. I go kitchen and sit at the counter on my phone. After a while, Erika comes down looking the cutest shes been in the last few days. She came and stood to the side of me, scruffled my hair up and smoothed Storm, who is sat at out feet. She looked over at my phone and saw me texting my mum.
Erika When I looked over at Jakes phone and found that he had been talking to others girls. Then I remember we arent even together, I just like him. He isnt mine... I look down at Storm trying to forget that I even looked.
Jake She looked sad, but why? She's just my mum. Jax walks in and Erika disappears upstairs. Jax put his phone and headphones on the counter as he pants. He leant against the counter trying to get his breath back and said, "Ill go get ready now then we can go." I nodded at him and watched him leave.
Erika When Jax came in I went back upstairs to my bedroom and just sat on my bed scrolling through Instagram. I then remembered that Jake told everyone that today we are going to be making the first video Ive been on of Jakes ever. Ellie walks in to my room and gets distracted by something on her phone so just stands there by the doorway. She finishes reading what is was on her phone and asks, "Whats Jake and Jax doing today?" I shrug my shoulders and half smile at her.
Ellie Before I asked Mum what Jax and Jake were doing today, I saw on Jakes story that he was walking towards the front door with his vlog camera in a boomerang. I decided to go downstairs anyway. But just before I get to the stairs I hear the front door close.
Jake Me and Jax sat in the car and started the vlog. Then we searched up on google the closest mall to us. After a while we found a mall that looked big enough to have plenty of shops. When we got there, we decided that I got my presents for day 1 first because I already knew what I was getting. We walked to the jewelry shop and I chose a necklace for Erika that had a picture of Alex inside of it that I had sneakily sent it to myself from Erikas phone. The picture was this:
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