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MEGANS POV

I still had to go on this coffee date with Justin, and I don't know if I made a good for bad choice by making this plan.

It was 7 and I was extremely nervous. What am I suppose to say to him? I can't call him babe or baby. I have to call him Justin. Since my dad isn't going to be at the house for a week I'm having Jonah stay with me, so he helped me pick out my outfit.

Jonah was mad at first that I made the plans because he's been helping me try and get over him, and I just kind of went back to him.

I'm not planning on being back together with Justin after this. I just think going out with him as friends and getting coffee will help me in some sort.

My outfit was a basic black tee, blue skinny jeans, and my black hightop converse.

I could here the door bell ring. I was extremely nervous. I don't usually get nervous when going out with Justin, I liked this feeling though.

Jonah and I ran downstairs and I hugged him goodbye, "I'll be back later! You can, of course, sleep in my bed." I said while opening the door.

Jonah nodded as a response and waved bye.

"Hey, you look really pretty." Justin said looking at me up and down.

"Thanks." I said heading to his car.

Once we reached the coffee shop we got our drinks and a couple muffins.

After a couple minutes of us sitting in an awkward silence Justin finally spoke up.

"Megan, I'm so sorry. You honestly don't know how sorry I am. I'm such a suck ass boyfriend, and I don't blame you if you don't wanna see me after today, but I just wanna let you know that I love you. I haven't ever loved anyone as much as I love you. I wanna have a relationship with you, one where we don't keep secrets. Yesterday was hell for me, seeing you everywhere and not being about to hold you and call you mine, not being able to buy you everything you wanted, it sucked. When you ran up to me it made me the happiest guy ever, being able to hear your voice say my name when I thought I would never hear it again. You make me the happiest guy ever, and I can't express that enough. I love you Megan. I know you love me too. I felt it that day in Florida when we made love to each other. Can you please just give me one more shot? That's all I'm asking for, one more." Justin said sincerely, Justin whispered it so that we didn't make a scene.

I was taken back and shocked about how sincere he looked. I've never seen Justin like this.

"I love you Justin, and I am willing to give you another shot, but you have to earn it." I smiled.

His face lit up, "Oh my god, Megan, I love you!" He said taking my hand and kissing my fingers, "too soon?" He asked.

I shook my head, "No." I debated on whether or not to say yes or no, but I loved the feeling of all the sparks.

Once we finished our coffee and stuff, I got Jonah a chocolate chip muffin because I figured he might be hungry.

Justin pulled up in my drive way, "Who's here?" Justin asked looking at Jonah's car.

"Jonah." I answered.

"Still?" He said a little irritated.

"Well I didn't want be home alone by myself for a week, so I invited him to stay over till my dad comes home from LA..." I said nervous about his reaction.

"Really, Megan?" Justin sighed.

"Trust me we don't do anything." I said, "Wanna come inside?" I offered.

"Sure." Justin said getting out of the car. "I have to take a wiz anyways."

I laughed, and raced him to the front door, "I WON!" I cheered.

"I let you win." Justin jokingly smirked.

I opened the door and Teza came running down from upstairs, "Hey baby!" I squealed.

"She's gotten so big already!" He said picking her up.

Jonah came walking downstairs, "Teza! You better not be doing anything bad!" He shouted before he spotted me and Justin.

"You're back fast!" Jonah laughed.

"Yeah, I brung you a muffin!" I said handing him his muffin.

"Oh my god, it smells delicious, thank you I was starving! I was just about to order pizza." Jonah laughed. He's such a happy guy, I love it!

"Order pizza! I'm hungry!" I said.

"Why didn't you say anything? I would have gotten you food!" Justin said. I shrugged.

"Extra large for all three of us?" Jonah asked.

"No, I'm going to be heading out soon." Justin said.

"So, Extra large for us two?" He said pointing back and forth from me to him.

I nodded my head.

Later on Justin left, and Jonah came up to me, "So what happened?"

"Well, I went on this coffee date thing and he basically apologized about everything. He had so much sincerity drawn all over his face, it almost brought me to tears. He basically said that it was a bad choice, and how he's a work in progress, and I forgave him, obviously. He was begging for a second chance, so I told him he was going to have to earn it." I said.

"Good! You looked really happy standing next to him." Jonah smiled.

"Yeah, he makes me really happy. I know he's a good guy and not some douche bag, if he was a douche bag I would have left him along time ago." I said.

I wanted to change the subject and not have Jonah listen to me ramble about Justin.

"So are you switching to my school?" I asked.

"Yeah! Actually they called me today and said I could come to the school tomorrow morning and pick up my schedule. I start tomorrow." Jonah said sitting down on the couch with me.

"COOL! If we don't have classes together I'm going to be so pissed." I said repeatedly smacking my hand against the couch.

"Me too!" Jonah nodded his head.