I'm 17
For 9 years I've suffered with deep,dark depression and anxiety
I've wanted to die or disappear at the very least the whole time
I use to cut and I still want at times
lately life has been hitting me, at times I feel great yet when I fall I fall hard
For years I've been so focused on dying I'm not sure how to live anymore, I'm scared to move on
My family is breaking
Love life? I fall for guys who of course don't actually love me,they hurt me mentally, or just play with my emotions, or they just want this gross body of mine
My friends are doing great but I've been losing or having trouble seeing what's real and what's not
I'm lost and stuck I've lost my mind
I want to cry,laugh,live,and die all at the same time and I don't how to do anything anymore
YOU ARE READING
Consume Me
Short StoryJust a bunch of random Poems, Short stories, and writings I came up with. Warning- a lot of dark and sad topics
