Consume Me

Alone At Nightfall

    I hope you're happy
                         I really do

        But
           I do want and need you to know

      I'm not happy
          I'm not ok
              And that I'm in pain

  I stay up late at night unable to sleep
  
I curl up wishing to be held.... But I have nothing but a pillow

     I hold it close and tight trying to fill the hole in my chest
  
       I feel so empty and cold even in the summer heat I wrap up in a thick blanket

      I sob and cry til my head aches like my heart

           Til I can't cry anymore

    I feel so alone and broken
         The silence is suffocating
             And the noise is overwhelming

  
     I hope you're happy
               I really do

      Because I'm not
                And I wish this feeling upon no one