Chapter 14

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Finn's POV,  10:00 p.m.

I fucking can't. I just can't.

Kalvin is dead. And it's my fault.

Audrey started to panic over finding Micheal but I'm going to be honest, this might sound selfish, but I just want to get out of here with or without him.

Honestly, fuck him.

He's been acting like a complete and utter shit-stain lately, why should we care what happens to him?

I neglect that disgusting thought, how could I think that about my bestfriend? I'm an asshole.

Audrey is right. We need to find him.

Let's hope we get to him before whatever got to Kalvin does.

But first and foremost, I need to make sure Luna and Audrey are alright.

I can't let those fuckers out of my sight.

Even if it fucking KILLS me.

They very well could be the only friends I have left, I can't fuck this up.

               I can't.

"There's no way that there is ANY sort of cell service out here in this shithole." Luna said stern, but truthful.

But how the fuck can a hotel in this day and age NOT have that?

I asked her the previous question,

"I don't know. Maybe they have wi-fi. Maybe." She answers me quite skeptically,

"There is no reason not to find out, huh? I mean, we night fucking die, so." I respond sarcastically, not the time for it, I know, but it's kind of a personality trait of mine.

"Okay." Was all that left her mouth.

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                                                                        Sure enough, Luna was right, there was just barely enough service to make just simply ONE phone call, but you know what? I managed.

I told the 911 dispatcher what the situation was about, but god knows when they'll be here. We are in the middle of fucking nowhere with no real help for the time being and one of our friends, maybe if we are oh so fortunate, two are a lost cause.

I can't help but wonder how Luna is holding up, she's keeping it together from an outside point of view, but I don't think that actually is the case.

Because the look in her eyes says otherwise. "Feed me a bullet." Her eyes say. "End me." They say.

I've always been able to read her eyes well, and truth be told, they have always said that. Now they are screaming it, begging for it.

Just then in my train of thought was interrupted by something.

Fuck.

Shit.

I'm seeing things again.

I was in the old looking white building again, I don't know if it's a hospital anymore. I think it is but not a normal one, for sure.

Audrey and Luna are nowhere in sight, already broke my promise to myself.

I'm in what was supposed to be the hotel lobby, but now it was a receptionist desk.

Nobody there at the desk, of course.

That would make too much sense, wouldn't it?

I start to hear the footsteps of someone, a woman in high heels.

The sound of her shoes crept up behind me, I need to see.

I know how ridiculous I sound, but I need to see who it is.

I turn around, my heart pounding out of my chest, until suddenly, it full out drops into my stomach.

It's a woman in a nurse uniform.

Just like Luna described.

But something was off, I wasn't scared.

Not anymore anyway,

She was a beautiful woman, probably in her late thirties? Don't know.

She had a warm and welcoming presence, odd.

She looked at me with concern,

She tilted her head to the side, her tight curled locks of sandy blonde hair moved the opposite way.

She smiled.

She came closer, and touched my face. I couldn't feel it. But I knew she was touching me.

She brought herself even closer,

And she whispered,

"Just wait it out, honey."

I had closed my eyes while hearing her speak, but when I opened them,

She was gone, and so was the white entrance area I was seeing, it was yet again, the lobby. Audrey and Luna were still there.

Fuck.

I need to get my shit together.

I just realize now how much pain I'm in from my leg, it's fucking killing me.

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