Fuck me senseless~ Yoon2seok

19: until the end

"Kim Seokjin?"

The boy instantly looked up, to meet the eyes of a gentle looking older man.

He looked like he could be in his 60s, with his silver hair and soft wrinkles.

"That's me sir, will Hoseok be okay?" The doctor looked down in his papers and once again scanned the information written on it.

"I think it's better we take all of this in private, I believe you must be dying to see Mr Jung again" the man spoke softly.

Jin nod "you have no idea"

And so he followed the doctor into the halls, letting him lead the way to the room they had put Hoseok in.

They entered a soft white room, with turquoise patterns on the walls.

In the bed, was none other than Hoseok himself, who looked worn out to say the least.

His cheeks was hollow, his skin was pale, the bags under his eyes looked horrible and Jin now realized how skinny the boy is looking.

"Hoseok" he said longingly, taking the hand of the younger, who looked at him with tired eyes, mouthing a soft "I am sorry"

Jin caressed his cheek and let a tear run down his face "don't be sorry Hoseok"

The doctor made a soft noise as he cleared his throat and flipped through his papers "Mr Jung have been put in the hospital because of a rare disease we haven't seen before... it's effects seems to be like cancer, yet that's not what it is, we have tried chemotherapy on him... but without luck"

Jins Eyes landed on Hoseok, who looked shameful to say the least, he was embarrassed about anyone finding out about his secret.

"Hoseokie"

The boy didn't answer, his eyes was stuck on the doctor infront of them.

"We will continue trying to find out what's wrong, but I am scared you won't have much time left sir.... surround yourself with love... and don't continue too hard actions, or you have to take your medication..."

"I shouldn't have had sex... I am sorry doctor"

"Oh kid, I remember being young, it's hard not to be able to live your life... you just have to be careful with it from now on"

Hoseok nod "thanks doctor"

The doctor smiled softly at him "I will see you again soon for your check up... take care out there Hoseok, the world will be a dark place when you are gone"

Hoseok was still just a young man, but Seokjin would never have guessed how much Hoseok had already been through, he didn't even seem surprised when the doctor told him, he might not have long left.

When the two were alone again and Hoseok was allowed back in his own clothing, Seokjin dared to ask the boy about what was happening.

"Jin it's nothing" Hoseok pulled on his shirt and closed it.

"When were going to tell us?"

"You would have found out the day I died, wouldn't you?" He pulled on his bag and nodded his head towards the door, Jin following him as they walked.

"But... you shouldn't go through all of this alone! We should tell the others!" Jin insisted.

"Jin... can this please stay between us?"

Jin sigh "I suppose.... but let me be there for you!"

"Why would you want that?"

"Because...." Jin stopped at those words, simply unable to finish his sentence.

"Because?"

Seokjin kisses Hoseoks forehead, making the younger confused, before he followed up with one on his nose and finally, one on his lips.

He felt how weak Hoseok was and he wanted nothing but to transfer his love for him, into health for the younger.

He wish he could heal him with that kiss, make him go back to normal, even though he wasent sure he ever met the normal Hoseok.

Hoseok looked up at him as Jin pulled back.

"I think I love you"

"Y-you think?" Hoseok asked him.

"I know I love you..."

"I- I love you too"

Jin Hugged the Boy against him, ever so carefully, wanting to keep him safe, so he never had to let him go.