The Cure • S.M •

12.Broken

I can't believe what I just saw, he just told me that he loves me and it's not even a day since we're boyfriend and girlfriend and now I found him kissing another girl.. I run away at my house. When I come back home, i fall Into my bed, in tears, not even changing or removing my makeup... I cry all the tears I can have in my body...

Shawn's pov
I kiss camila and I even grab her butt, it feels like we're 4 years back, In 2015, when we were together. But hold on one sec? We're not in 2015. I have a girlfriend! I brutally back up and yell "camila! You knew I had a girlfriend why did you kiss me?"  She doesn't say a word and smile. With a wink she walks away... I didn't want to kiss her but I did and I even liked it... I'm in some deep shit...I need to text y/n to see where she is...

Y/n's POV
Shawn texted me, I don't want to see him, not yet, it's too soon and I can't just believe that he "didn't want this".
I fall asleep in tears again...
The next morning it's rainy and cloudy outside and I wake up because of knocks on the door, I look in the front door window and it's Brian, Shawn's best friend, I can't let him here he will get all soaked up and he hasn't done nothing...

I open the door In my grey pyjamas, without socks, my hair are In a messy bun,my eyes must be red and soaked, and i look like a mess, well I my boyfriend cheated on me so I can look horrible if I want too though... Brian looks surprise too see me like this, he clearly doesn't know what Shawn did yesterday... 

Brian: hey hum...are you  alright...?

Y/n: yeah whatever, why are you here?

Brian: look, I don't know what happened between you guys  but Shawn needs you, like,now. He's been drinking so much all night long and now he's crying your name...could you change and I'll bring you here please..?

I stare at Brian for a couple of seconds, what should I say? He betrayed me and now I'll be dumb if I go back in Shawn's arms again. What if it's a trick? And they only want me to forgive him after what he's done?  After a minute or so, I sight and and let out a breath, god what wouldn't I do for the man I love...

Y/n: fine I'll go change come in for a minute.

He smiles and come in as I rush upstairs, take a shower, but on some makeup and black stretch legging with a blue hoddie. I put my hair only like this because I'm too down and lazy for it,  I still look like a mess...

We rush too the car and Brian drives as fast as he can. God it must be really important. As we arrive, I don't know where we are, it's like an hotel but a private one, the walls looks freshly painted and the receptionist has a big smile on her mouth, doesn't really fit with our situation... we basically run to the large elevator that could easily fit for 30 persons. Brian says that Shawn's at the 7th floor so I press 7th button. 

The elevator intimately opens its doors in a large luxurious room with a king size bed, and all that expensive stuff. The lights are all down we can barely se a thing in that room.Brian leaves me alone with an almost empty room. Almost. I hear a little noise, like someone's complaining. I walk to the bed, he's laying next to the bed. On the floor, with a whiskey bottle in a hand and the other hand on his forehead. "Shawn..." I say and he looks up at me...