After a long period of time, you and your dad finally moved out to New Jersey. Life in California wasn't the best for you or your mental health. You suffered from Anxiety and Depression. Life just wasn't going as planned. Moving to New Jersey was yo...
* WARNING THERE'S SOME SENSITIVE CONTENT. SEXUAL CONTENT, EMOTIONAL AND PHYSICAL ABUSE. SELF HARM ETC. THIS MAY BE HARD FOR SOME TO READ*
I got home and started getting ready for dinner. I got a new outfit sorted out and redid my makeup. I was a nervous wreck. My heart started racing and I started sweating.
outfit for the night:
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What if his parents don't like me?
What if I'm not good enough for him?
What will his parents think of me?
Am I enough for their child?
Maiya is a sweetheart and I'm glad we're getting close. I started working on my hair when I heard the doorbell ring. I was confused since Kairi didn't call or text me to let me know he was on his way. I walked downstairs and started unlocking the door.
"Hey I'm not ready yet how come you didn't call-"
As soon as I saw who was standing at the door I went speechless. I felt numb. Flashback after flashback all the pain rushing at me at once. The smell of his cologne, his eyes, everything. My eyes started watering and I couldn't move. I froze.
* Flashbacks *
"Jacob STOP! You're hurting me!"
"Good! Feel the pain."
He threw me on his bed. He started taking off his belt.
"Jacob, please don't!"
I tried getting up but my arms were too weak.
He grabbed my arms and got closer and closer.
"Where do you think you're going?"
"Let me go! I don't love you!"
I tried fighting myself out.
He pulled his arm back and slapped me in the face with all of his power. my face started to sting, I placed my hand on my cheek but it as too numb. He held me down on the bed and started kissing down my neck. Tears streaming down my face as I tried to get out.
"Stay still! make this easier for both of us won't you love."
"Why are you doing this?"
"Put this on!"
He handed me one-piece black lingerie.
"NO"
"PUT IT ON"
"I don't want to!"
"If I want you to put it on you're going to put it on!"
I slowly started taking off my clothes. First my pants then my shirt. Tears are streaming down my face.
