No | Chensung

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Chenle: was Jisung at school today

Renjun: yeah, he didn't say hi?

Chenle: no

Chenle: i dont know if I should be mad or hurt

Renjun: neither

Chenle: why?

Chenle: Renjun this is the fourth time or something he just suddenly starts to ignore me

Chenle: im tired of it

Chenle: im tired of always forgiving him just to let it all happen over again

Renjun: Chenle I think u should give Jisung some time

Chenle: why?

Chenle: i always give him time

Chenle: i dont get why I ALWAYS have to be the one to wait

Renjun: i know I shouldn't be talking about this

Renjun: its not really my place but i have to

Renjun: Jisung was kicked out of his house the other day

Chenle: i know

Renjun: let me finish

Renjun: his "father" abused him for years

Renjun: u probably know about him raping his mom? And her leaving?

Chenle: yeah..

Renjun: Jihyun started abusing him sexually after his mom left

Renjun: because of that he's traumatised

Renjun: he's scared of meeting new people

Renjun: scared that they just want to use him

Renjun: im the only person besides his brother that he's ever talked about this to

Renjun: he doesn't wanna talk when Jaemin and Jeno are around

Renjun: even if he knows he can trust them

Renjun: he's just scared

Renjun: that's reason why he hasn't dared to approach you yet

Renjun: or at least one of the reasons

Renjun: but i shouldn't be the one to tell you  the rest

Renjun: ive already said to much

Chenle: i feel like a monster now

Chenle: i got mad so at him when obviously he isn't ready to meet yet

Renjun: stop blaming yourself

Renjun: there's NO WAY you could've known

Renjun: but just give him time

Renjun: he's going to approach you soon

Renjun: i know that for a fact