Work |Jikook|

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We've been on vacation for a week now. I have gone to the boardwalk a few times, and Jungkook has been very pleasing. But as I sit in the living room alone, I start to think. What is it that brought us to being married? I know that I do love him, and he loves me, but what is actually keeping us together? Is it just sexual desires, or true feelings for each other?

I know my feeling are true, but what about his? All his small compliments and acts of kindness makes my heart flutter. Plus, he always there to make sure I'm okay. Physically and mentally. These all make me fall for him harder and harder everyday. Yet why does he do these random things for me?

My heart flutters all the time, and I still get very shy to this day. But what keeps him here? I know I am of a lot of help for work and making meals because we like not having maids. But I don't really do much for our emotional connection. Complimenting his appearance always comes from me, but nothing else really does. Does he just keep me around because I'm good with the sexual favors?

No he wouldn't keep me around just for sex. That doesn't seem like him. Especially because we both want a little one running around our place. But we are still very young. Only twenty-two and twenty-four. Ugh why am I thinking so hard? Soon I'm going to think I suck at being a partner and that he pities me... Does he?

No, no, no. He's in this together with me because he has a real reason why he really likes me. Get out of head stupid thoughts. Jungkook loves me and that's final. I am so dumb for thinking such ridiculous things. Maybe something to eat and drink will help me get my mind of this subject.

Quickly, I get off the couch and head to the kitchen. There should be some food in here because I know Jungkook doesn't always like takeout. It 'messes with his diet'. Aish, he's always the one who orders. Anyways, back to food for myself. Hopefully I can find something small like a yogurt and maybe a juice of some sort. I'm not starving, but something will need to change my thoughts.

In the fridge, I scout a round. There's some fresh produce and banana milk... Why am I not surprised that my husband has banana milk in the fridge? I swear he's just a big toddler. He throws fits like them, eats like them, and thinks like them.... But not to the extent of their fits or other things. He just kind of pouts and will occasionally become picky. Banana milk isn't too bad though, it won't hurt if I grab one and a cheese stick. This will be a nice snack. The thoughts of Jungkook being a toddler are helping too.

"Hey babe-," speak of the devil. Jungkook comes running into the kitchen seeking me and catches me with his milk. A gasp escapes him while I take a sip. "You're the culprit! You said you never touched them too!" Oh shit. He remembers when the milk ran out last time in the break room. I've now been caught red handed. No point in trying to defend myself now. Hopefully he just won't kill me.

"Kookie, I see that you see that I have this milk. I was just a bit hungry and thirsty. I figured you wouldn't mind," I say finishing with a nervous laugh. He looks like he's about to eat me alive. I can't tell if he's going to do it sexual or not though. I'm going to be fucked either way... so um... yolo.

Jungkook walks over to me. "I would take you back upstairs because you touched my milk, but I can also tell something is bothering you," his hand traces my face softly as he speaks. My face falls into a frown thinking about how I was digging myself into a hole. Ugh, he can read me so well and I have no clue how! Taehyung can't even read me that well... And he's my bestfriend since high school! "What's going on?"

"Why is it that you love me? Like I know why I love you. Your smile, looks, humor, and always making sure I'm okay. A minor inconvenience in my life and your willing to shoot someone for me. But I've been thinking about why you love me? What have I done that's so special?" My questions and thoughts come right away. Knowing Jungkook, he wouldn't leave me alone until I told him what's going on. He's pretty persistent when it comes to checking up on me.

"Jimin, you surprise me with how you think," he let's out a sigh. "There's so much to love about you, I wouldn't be able to even make an informational PowerPoint about it. So please stop worrying." A huge smile forms on my lips, and Jungkook smiles at me seeing my mood lighten up. "But I know I definitely love you for your cute little actions, how you're always so thankful, and even at our worse, you're always trying to make sure everything will be alright." He's honestly such a cutie. I have no clue how I landed it with him. Thank whatever is up there for blessing me.

After a while of standing there with smiles, Jungkook decides to pull us away. "Let's go cuddle and then take naps. I, myself, am actually tired today and I have no clue how you're not," he says while we walk up the stairs. Aish, this man. But I'm honestly so exhausted. I'm just getting better at hiding the constant tired state of mine. Plus makeup can work so many wonders. Just a little bit under the eyes and you look alive again.

"Kookie, let's start a movie so I don't feel as bad for falling asleep first. We can even watch Iron Man if you want... but I would like to possibly watch Hulk later too," I say, clinging onto him. I'm am a hundred percent ready for cuddles and a nap... I am always ready for those two.

"Whatever you say my Mochi."