"What the fuck do you want?" I ask Jungkook once I see him face to face. He stays quiet for a moment. "If you have nothing to say, you can leave me alone. Clearly you don't actually want to give the time of day."
"I wasn't in the office when it was locked. It's only locked when neither of us are in there and you know that. Can we bring this there by the way? I rather not have others come in on this conversation," so he does care about our privacy. But before we leave he wipes off a few tears that must of escaped and dodged my sleeve. I shake my head away from his touch though. He doesn't have the right to touch me in any affectionate way for a bit.
He's clearly hurt by actions too. Maybe he'll know how I feel by my actions. It's not exactly right for me to treat anyone this way, but right now I feel like this will give him something to go off of. What am I saying? He's just going to ignore it like everything else and just do something without informing me. That's what Jungkook does now. It must be the new hip CEO attitude.
I check the time before I follow Jungkook into the office. It's currently one in the afternoon. He has about an hour and a half to explain before the fittings. If he doesn't end up making me feel better in that time, I'm not getting fitted and I might have to start thinking about how the wedding might not happen.
"Okay, so I'll admit I've been taking out everything out on you. Is there a real reason? To be honest, no. I've also been treating you like straight up trash. You're such the perfect human being, no one has the right to treat you the way I have. For that dinner tonight, I decided to take the asshole way of saying no instead of being nice and just telling you no. All your 'I love you's need to still be returned too. But it's too late for me to actually repay those because those are in the past. For being distant, I have no clue why. Something just struck me. Jimin, I honestly don't understand how you decided to even politely tell me off earlier. You may of thought you were being mean, but that's just not you."
"Jungkook, I don't think you realize that an apology is going to do much of anything. I mean it does mean you'll step up that you're in the wrong, but that doesn't mean you won't repeat this because you can't explain to me why you're acting like this," I say to to him. His face shows me nothing but emotional pain as I try to tell him how this all just a whole bunch of bogus.
"I'm rescheduling those fittings for tomorrow. We're going home and putting on Netflix while I make us dinner. For my reason why, I'm honestly just terrified of the next few steps," Jungkook says while collecting his things to leave. Now I really want to not pack my things to be an ass, but I know he's going to try and make things right. It just took me telling him off a little.
As I pack up my own files and laptop, I hear Jungkook continue from earlier. "If you think I've stopped loving you in any way, I've not. Jimin, you're definitely the love of my life. Please don't let me being an asshole these last few days pull us apart." My heart just falls hearing him. Dang it, why am I such a sucker for the smallest acts and words? Why does he know how to get me back into his arms so easily?
I stop packing and out everything down. Making my way over to Jungkook, before I can put my own arms around him, he pulls me into a hug of his own. I can hear him sniffle as he buries his face in my hair. His embrace, oh how I've missed it. And his smell and how he me feel safe and his way of making me feel complete with him. I just don't anything like this to happen again. My poor heart can't handle something like this again. I don't think his could either.
"I love you so much. I don't want to loose you," his words are clear as he pulls away to look me in the face. I can see his eyes are puffy from trying to not cry.
"Jungkook, words can't explain how much I love you," I respond back as I break into tears again.
Okay.... I am really sorry about this really short chapter. I just feel like this chapter deserves to be short for Jungkook getting his mans back.
Also it's my 16th birthday!
